.:[ Alternate Realm ]:.

Whooaaa

2009-07-01T01:54:00.000+08:00

After more than a year or so, I'm back to this blog! Well, to post and see if anyone in future actually drop by =)

At any rate, we've moved!

kanashii-na-ouji.blogspot.com
www.wretch.cc/blog/wdream

Cya'll there!

Again.

2008-10-16T01:17:00.002+08:00

Wow, I can't believe I returned to this corner here, again.

Came back, read abit of the old posts, read abit of the CBox history.

Boy, do I miss my Sec 4 NA life. At least it was way satisfying than here, now.

Wonder if I'll screw up my O levels...

Wonder, what kind of life would it be by then?

Short post, just for the sake of posting.

In these short days, this small period of time. I've lost, I've gained.

So many things just passes by, and I merely, nonchalantly, flicked them away.

-Sighs-

I wonder.. ...

Signing off.

Forever.

2008-10-02T01:38:00.002+08:00

Its been like, forever since I've been to this old blog of mine. I'm surprised that I find myself back here too.

The first post I see... A rant.

Heh, guess when you look back at how childish you are for all the rants you've made... It tends to get hillarious.

How did I end up coming back to this blog anyway?

Well, I was randomly surfing the net... Then I came upon friendster. (Well, I -was- uploading some pictures). I noticed someone who had been my friend, well. Its complicated. I'm not even sure we are -still- friends.

Yeah, Zhiyang. From Campus Superstar. Surprise, surprise.

Well, apparently, he didn't strike me off from his blog links.

At any rate. Maybe I should talk to him, some day... I guess.

Singing, exams, friends. Everything seems like a blur to me right now.

...

We shall see if I ever step back into this corner again, if I do... I might just update this dead one here.

Signing off,
Wayne.

Wooo?

2008-03-06T21:30:00.002+08:00

Gah, new updates... If I'm updating, it could only mean one thing.. Crap, I must be so...~ bored. I guess tomorrow's the time to claim our results.. I've got to say, I could have passed 4 freaking subjects. I knew how to do the darned vectors test la. GAH! I hate this.. Seriously.

Then theres these really bad results, English and Chinese both B4? Could what I feared really happened? Man, I've been so demotivated to study la.. Must really refuel myself.. The big exams like what, 7 mths away only?

And, I really seriously hate my hair now, despite having it for like 2 wks already? Its so darn short and I really look like an idiot. Great =)

Well, tomorrow's the final day of the term, I gotta say. I'm so not looking forward for tomorrow, loads of files, and unfinished work that must be tied up by tomorrow.. Did I mention that the lessons are really a bore?

Yeah, and my brother's really laming now.. Gah, can I have my own room back? -.- Its so small, 0 privacy and shit... He keeps watching supernatural, its like an anti-sleep thing.

Ok, I'm seriously bored.. I really need to get these things done:

SLS [X]
Violin [X]
Piano [X]
All the Cosplay Stuffs [X]

Wow -.-

Woo, finally an update XD

2008-02-29T21:22:00.003+08:00

Woo, its been sometime since I've updated. Yeah wassup people! Its been quite a long time, not that it matters. I doubt anyone check backs this area. Maybe its time to bury old blogs and create a new one. Hopefully with less emo'ings.

But hell yeah! I'm no longer an emo. Thought you could say I'm quite pissed people not being happy when I question the team in a debate. Gah, screw it.

But yeah, March Holidays are coming! And I can tell you, I'm PACKED. I think, lawls. I've got photoshoot on that month. Woo!

After that, its .... Study time. =)

Cosplay Plans:
March Photoshoot Cosplay (SECRET) XD
June/July Cosfest 08 [Kuchiki Byakuya] (If the photoshoot doesn't work out well, I'm not cosplaying)

EOY 08 Shippuden Sasuke / Kazekage Gaara

Klavier Gavin @ ???

OMG Cosplay @ 09

Gah, if only I'm rich.

I'd learn Piano, Violin, Japanese Language and SLS.. GAH!

Well, signing off now.. Ja~

tired

2007-09-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

heya peeps, i think its pointless to blog... i'm thinking of shifting to another blog or something. No one really visits it anyways... (".")||

mo-iie -.-

plans after n's
-learn japanese
-go after dream job.

well, i'll probably update some stuffs before i think of making a new blog.. oh wells.

zzz

2007-09-19T19:46:00.000+08:00

So, tired! Haiz, so sianz... I'm feeling tired! Haiz, just dunno la.. Very tired... I also don't know what to blog =xx Aihx, just blogging to show that I'm alive! =x Alright la, now left half of the subjects... Sianz, must start mugging le...

I want to learn japanese! Sianz, if only I wasn't born in Singapore. -.-

Ja ne

..blehs

2007-08-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hello people.. Wow, I'm just plain tired... My mum went ridiculous and quarrelled with my brother. Lol -.- Aiya, not that I say my mum so bad. She is not bad anyway.. Just that her weakness was exploited too much.. Very ridiculous..

Ha, tomorrow school. I'm tired and don't have the feel to go -.- I got a feeling alot of people going lorh. Lol -.-

Going off now, short update.

Ja ne!

Screwed tests, dead.

2007-08-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

Mood: Exhausted; sleepy.
Personality: Average. Somewhat snappy
Gaming: No
Song: Ling Cheng San Dian Zhong; HSM Songs

Wow people, thanks for giving this blog thats full of rantings your love. Although I can see its always the same, old regulars.. Its an encouragement to have people to actually, tag! LOL, or I won't be sure if I'd be motivated to blog again, don't I?

Hmm.. Lets talk about exams! Geography is screwed. LOL. Social Studies is somewhat alright.. But A Maths.. Lets just say its going to be as good as Geography...

Hmm, so far? Well, I know my English Paper 2 results... Its kinda disappointing. But oh well, I guess thats not really an easy paper.. Its average =).

BUT ITS REALLY LOW!

I guess I scored badly for Summary + Cloze Passage this time around.. =(

Well, for today's A Maths Paper 1.. I'm really exhausted.. Its crazy and freaky man... Its tough alright.. Tomorrow's the paper 2, wait now. Its today... 8 hrs more to go... Wish me luck people..

Renee; sorry for somewhat causing your hp to be confiscated.. Even if I didn't I have a nudging conscience that I caused that o.o LOL sorry yah?

Errx... there are just somethings thats really going through my mind now... I'm not sure who I like now -.- But oh well, I guess I'm emotionally unstable! Haha, guess its not good at all.

I need to start saving; for Vocal Lessons @ Danial Singh studios and cellphone bills. Sheesh

Ja ne people,
wayne;james;sora

....pissed

2007-08-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

Emotions: Anger; pissed beyond description; oddly calm and collected. MIXED FEELINGS
Songs: None
Song running through my mind: All of High School Musical Songs running at the same time. High; lows; oddly great.
MSN: Wei Jian, Renee
Gaming: No.
Energy Level: Erratic. High and Lows. Low most of the time.

Heya, what's up people... I'm so not feeling the energy for self-study.. Theres no motivation.. I'm seriously feeling the low energy level in my brain man... Today's Physics + E Maths... Sheesh man... This is annoying.. I'm really tired..Tomorrow's Social Studies and Geography.. And I haven't mug at all.. I really feel tired.. Crap man.

As for my normal non-academically life.. It's just as bad.. Seriously, some people really needs to do some self-reflections... They were impatient, and stuffs.. THEN they blame others... SHEESH! ><

What the.. okay, i'm so no mood for gaming now.. I feel like doing some sit ups before going to shower then the final task of the day, sleep.

I'm late today, again.. Crap man.. Living this area have more cons than pros.. Maybe no pros at all.. I hate this life. But what to do? BORN WITH IT..

Alright people, take care, rock on. And plaster that damn smile on your face =D.

Signing off
wayne;sora;james XP

Fun fun fun =D

2007-08-09T13:04:00.000+08:00

8th August
Renee gave me a 5.00 am morning call as promised, wah. Works better than alarm clock! LOL because my hp de volume set until high, so her energetic voice almost sounded like shouting into my ears. Okay okay, woke up then do the morning daily stuff, but I can style my hair. Haha!! LOLS, then I style my hair and wear a weird combo of clothes. The white sleeveless shirt I usually wear to play basketball and the really wide collared de red shirt over it. Then school trousers, hah.

Then went to school with daily route, quite boring... But luckily got some company =D. LOLS thanks again =x.
Hmm, reached school at about 7.06 or something like that. Then went to NCC room and saw Renee playing in band. LOLS, because she morning call me then I can style hair ma. So must thank her =X

Then go up hall to have a really boring concert. Then once again, got company. Triple thanks harhx =x LOL. Then after that went out with Renee and her friend to Lot 1 then BP. After that I went back to school. LOL =XX Fun siah, going back to lab after so many months. Brings back fond memories.. RIGHT ._.

Hmm, then went home.. School was closing early because of NDP. Then went home, was thinking which bus to take.. Decided to take 187, then HENG! Saw Kimura going home on cab, then called out for him.. Haha thanks Kim for the ride =D.

Reach his house there de stop then took 187. Haha, thanks again man.. He could have drived in straight down his house block la. Thanks thanks =x

Then take 187 to interchange den 172. LOL! Like always, got company =x. Hmm, then after that went home and msn and sms. LOL ended up going out with Serena to JP for dinner.. Haha quite fun =x.. Then send her home den go home. Got company once more. LOL but already tired la

Then reach home, den talk on fone. Then chat chat chat

9th August

....Staring at my mum's laptop and updating this blog.. IN A DAZE! >< sianz... 9th august can really do nothing...

Ok, signing off

Ja ne =D

...

2007-08-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

Mood: Depressed, fear, confused
Energy level: Stuck between tired and yet, energetic
Song: None
Environment: Cold and bright

Gah... Today's not exactly a good day... I'm feeling rather lethargic, depressed and stuff... I don't know why.. But I just do... Heh

Well... Exam wise, I'm pretty much prepared.. not. Well, for Chinese N, I'm pretty much screwed... I've got an O Level question for N level oral. Its totally unfair, and to make things worst, they have to get a reflective cover for the passage. What, are they trying to blind us so we can't read and they can "reasonably" minus marks for stuttering and abrupt pauses? Sheesh... This is just ain't my year..

I've really got to mug for Physics, Chemistry, Emaths, Geog and SS! Sheesh

Well, regarding love-lfie or what not... Can I say its not exactly smooth-sailing? Lets just say its dark and gloomy... I fear, fear fear.. Well, not that kind of phobia-tic... But I am kinda.... afraid? Past 2 crushes, it's not really been easy for me to manage the stuffs.. And now, I'm so afraid that this will have the same results... Oh my. ><

._. My brother called me pathetic, in a guai-lan way of course, we are fooling round and stuffs. But I felt thats the truth, he had more than dozen girlfriends and everyone.. Well, not everyone but most of the people had at least one, or an ex.. Me? I don't know, but with that amount of crushes, I've got 0 successful one.

GAH... Stressed about examination... I really must score at least 3-4 distinctions.. Or my O leve is pretty much screwed... Wish me luck, people..... -Sighs-

Ja ne,

sighs

2007-07-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

I must expand my vocals to the max! lols, i need to get a "free" vocal teachers.. but apparently thats kinda impossible.. unless its in school.. but the problem is.. I think all the teachers are as busy as they look! Really busy.. ><

Oh well, i guess I'll bid my time and wait till my illness is healed first... this cough really ails me and i can't sing properly... Rest wayne, rest!

Signing off now, ja ne people.

BREAKING FREE!

2007-07-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

High School Musical is nice la, I don't know why last year I got all de chance to try to watch but I don't give a damn..

Hey hey, people who read this blog, go publicise! I looking for a duet partner for the song

"Start of Something New", "Breaking Free"

LOL, don't worry, i can't hit breaking free de exact tune... So I planning a three person or something.. SO go go!

Then a dance and sing thing, alot of people de

"We're all in this together"

Hey hey, afterall next year's my last year.. must be very active ma =x

Kay kay? LOL I'm now in withdrawal symptomps again... so I think I'll go sing more and look for more information...

Good mood

2007-07-27T21:24:00.001+08:00

HEH, I think I'm goint to take back some stuffs on what I typed on yesterday's post... It may not seems so dark anymore! But oh well, today's a good day... First start into everything.. Somehow, I feel more bright... Well, meaning positive.. LOL Gotta go peeps, ja ne~

eeh?

2007-07-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

Just got home from NCC and some slackout time with the ncc dudes.. Wow, I've to say.. My life's going for a better turn in cca-wise.. But... once again, I'm not so lucky with love life isn't it? Well, lets just say good things never happened to me, only bad.

-Sighs- It really disgusts me to see that people are putting up two faces... Please don't put on a smile and say its alright when you are mouthing negative stuffs about me.. Don't like me, don't communicate with me, don't do anything... I rather spend those time doing something constructive or even try to change some stuffs in life.. Please, I may not look like it but I am very much trying to change myself... And I can't do it with people who have nothing but scorn, deceit and stuffs around me... This, really sucked big time... I can't change when people don't give me chances

Oh well, enough about negative stuffs.. The performance timeslot and dayslot have been shifted to 9th September... And for some weird reasons, I don't feel anything for that performance.. Maybe because its really easy for the male vocals? Sighs

Ah!! Oh, after thinking out aloud, well not sure literally or technically... I've decided... To start living healthy! Lols, aim for every weekends is to jog around the neighbourhood, and some building up of muscles... ><

-Sighs- I don't really know what came over me, but I guess thats pretty much about it.. I need to be given a chance!

Anyway people, time to sign off...

Ja ne,

.....

2007-07-12T16:12:00.000+08:00

Konnichiwa mina-san!

Lols, hey wassup peeps.. I'm not sure if I typed the jap spellings right.. Oh well =/

Wah..I feel so... wronged.. I just don't know why.. Why do people will just stop at nothing to attain whatever they want? It made me think if there are really good people in this world who are not hypocritical at all... It just.... pisses me off ><

Why? Because it seems that people loves to spread ===>lies<=== around on what kind a person I am and what I am not. Please, if you have anything against me, say it into my face. It could be a misunderstanding, or it may be some sort of fabricated fantasies you people entertained.

SERIOUSLY, its really getting on my nerves.. I mean, what the... Some people, who are not even in the same class as I am, or even manage to chat with me up to 10 sentences in my whole N(A) life, try to tell others stuffs that are inaccurate! And wow, I always thought those particular people are decent too... Guess I was wrong, terribly wrong.. It was worst than a wrong choice to even speak to this people.. Its a complete waste of time and energy. Making acquaintances from hypocrites...

Ok.. I'm really tired, weird and grumpy now.. so hope you people who actually gave a damn in reading my blog won't get turned off by the negativity... ><

Anyways, school proceeds as usual... School's good, lesson's good.. The events are bad =( Cheers! ><

Well, time to sign out.. Take care people...

When will I finally meet someone who I can confide me and understands me?

Ja ne~

Jay or Way? =X

2007-07-07T01:44:00.000+08:00

Wow, updating blog again.. Is this becoming a chore or habit? HEH =X.

Well, no one's really gonna read this anyway, so woohoos? Don't really care though x.x

Hmmmmm, this week was rather hectic... Getting to the point of freaky and hectic.. Why? Well.. I'm not sure myself.. But I've been going abit insane about online gaming.. Noooo.. Well, not really insane.. Its just playing for sake of playing..

OH! GCE "N" Level English Oral today! Well, I'm the first one.. But I don't feel pressurised at all =) Wow, must really thanks the singing stuff I've been experiencing and the stage experiences! Okay la, not really mcuh stage experiences.. But I somehow forgot to include the CSS'07 there.. Oh wells =S

How was it? Hmm, I am not sure... I guess I'm toeing the line between really easy and easy and average.. LOL Vernon was so freaked out after he came out la.. Guess some people are worried.. ><

Well.. I just hope I can get close to full marks.. N Level must really score ><

Hmm, after thar arhs... Its rotting session.. Oh I should rewind back to before and after the examination x=

Okay, slacked off @ canteen with Joyce ARH Joyce.. (Guai Kia =X), Reyna, Xiao Fen and Ian.. Lol.. Quite nonsensical, they suddenly erupted into a shooting war.. Then Benedict joined us and amazed the xiaomeimeis with his magic trick =x LOL Okay la, then went up with him.. Then Coleen ask me this

"Where you going? Oral ah"

"Ya.. So.."

Then she show the victory sign

"Stupid" =X

LOL then she sian diaos, but she knows its a harmless joke =P RIGHT? Boos ><

After Oral, went to canteen, then Zi Ang is there.. and I made a new friend today.. Yu Ya? Not sure de name =x wooops

Haha, he was totally make me sian 1/2 la.. I'll get back at him someday =P

Then went home with Zi Ang, Yu Ya, Ian.. Then spotted Wei Qiang, okay I don't want to elaborate on what he was doing..

So we were catching up, realised he is... Spending his life away liddat again.. Really hope he goes back to school ASAP! >< No wait, ASAN AS SOON AS NOW! ><

Okay, waited for 188 because I missed it, then the co went off =(.. Then Deroy came.. LOL I remembered he was saying "Yo" to me @ DNT there and I was like.. Natural Reaction "Mei Yo" (Don't have) =X

Okay la, then we boarded the bus and crapped... WOW.. Thanks Deroy and Bernice for accompanying me for dinnerrrrr =)

Okay, we had a highly confidential conference.. Don't want to elaborate =X LAUGHTER PLEASE =X

Went home, sleep until 12 am, now I'm hungry... Sheesh...

...School's reopening ><

2007-06-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

Sianz, school's reopening like... Tomorrow! Gahh... Bye bye, carefree and slacking days... Hello to Stress stress and stress! Yah, things are bound to be bad now that N Level's closing in... I have no qualms in passing language, I think... But E Maths and A Maths! Gah... And Science too! I seem to have a little luck with science, which is good.. I think a pass isn't bad.. But I'm aiming for A1s.. So hopefully things will turn out well, Eng A1, Chi A1, Comb. Science A1... Woot!

However, things wouldn't be pleasant, would it? I think English may be possible... But chinese... Argh... I think A2 would be more plausible.. WORK WORK WORK!!! As for science.. ehehehehe.. I think I need some help

Gah.. If all turns out well, like I got confidence.. Then I can relax on the holidays... Like going to Australia ^^

A friend of mine invited me, though I'm not sure if I have the financial power to do it... Which leads to the only solution : Work.

How am I going to juggle work and studies? Lets see... I think I'll only work on Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays... Yup..

As for potential possibilities on where I'm going to work... I think it'll be "Action City" or anywhere the pay's about $5? ._. I don't know...

Speaking of financial power... I just realised I'm even more tempted to learn Jap~! However, I think its time for me to count on the probabilities of that...

THEN again =x, its not entirely impossible if I work hard... Literally, not technically.. Meaning "Work" hard, so that'll be like 2 shifts =x.. Holy crap!?!

Well, technically thats what I've been thinking... But then, more problems come! Yayyyy... I've to move house .-.

Its been confirmed, woots.. I won't be staying at the convenient "The Warren" anymore.. >< I'll be moving into a student hostel... Woots man... Seriously... Not to mention the size of the apartments there are really smaller than my current one, which is ALREADY SMALL... But theres 0% CONVENIENCY... DAMNIT

Its somewhere I don't know how to explain, with only one bus to the MOST convenient area, JP... ANd thats bus 172... Neat -.-

Secondly, it'll be terribly tough to go to school... I think I'll at least need to change bus once, so that'll be a minimal 4 bus rides a day... Sheesh -.-

So thats right, once again my life's giving a worst turn... I don't like to say this but.. Can this get any worst?

Booyah!

2007-06-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hehe, its been a long time since I last updated my blog! Lols! Okay, that was lame... Er, I don't really have much thing to update, eh hehehe...

Basically, I'm feeling kinda, bored, and tired? Well, I don't know.. Oh well...

I guess I'll update as soon as possible! I merely post to announce that I'm still alive! =X

Click, hillarious movie.

2007-04-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm, if anyone wonder why I suddenly did a 360 degrees change and then is still the old me? Well, I don't understand or know either.. But one thing for sure, the movie, "Click" starring Adam Sandler (Or something like that)is really meaningful... Including the hillarious moments... =P

Why did I comment that it's meaningful... Well, you see, cutting short, I just do a few clicks on my bro's com and found loads of movies and dramas.. Then I watched it..

Hmm, the summary is that this guy got a universal remote control that can pauses, fast forward, mutes, skip, play back and stuffs. And he uses it to fastforward work, arguements, shower, traffic jam, sickness and stuffs... Then one day, because of the lifeproof control, it memorises all the guy's habit and does it everytime the things above mentioned occurs.

Then he begin to regret it, because his "body" goes autopilot whenever he pressed fastforward. And the habitual "reaction" of the control fastforwards everything that was mentioned above. Hence, making him fastforward 10 years, 6 years and several years.

Bla bla bla, I don't want to spoil anymore.. Its a great movie, and made me think:

"Always cherish the ones around you. Don't yell at your love ones just because you are pissed. Because one day, you'll regret you ever done all that to them when they are gone."

Hmmm, I don't know.. But I just felt that this comedic movie is trying to pass us a message or something..

Anyways, I feel that the days in this year accelerates really quickly... Its like only been awhile and now its Thursday...

Finally, the sign off.. Ja ne people!

Finally, an update!

2007-04-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hey... wassup? Okay fine, technically only close friends or people who cares or just bored visits this blog to see if I've been ranting or scolding anyone... Well, technically... Nope.. But I'm trying to adapt to this new found loneliness... =P

Why? Some ask, is it because I've been down with the relationship problem.. Well, to put it in proper way, its just crush problems.

Actually, no... The new found loneliness is one of my family member went for NS.. Well obviously thats my elder brother.. His departure made the house MUCH quieter... Very quiet.. No musics everyday coming out from his room or him reprimanding me for the stupid things I've done is abit weird... Way too weird I mean... Sorry for the, erms... blunder?

Actually, I'm quite stressed... Homework, OB Fees, HP Bills, N/O Level Fees is building up on my financial burden, homework burden.. And I'm drained from the constant worry.. Even though I know worrying is USELESS!!!

I myself, have invented this quote:
"Constant worries or whining doesn't solve the solution, figuring the way out is."

But it seems I've been telling people this and don't apply it to myself... Then again, I remember that if I don't think about the problem, I won't figure the way out.. Heh ironic eh?

Image wise... Eeew? I was like pissed about the new haircut.. I look worst than a mud... Blehs, I wanted to keep the nape of my hair and the auntie go cut it.. I want my fringe trimmed and slightly long, she left it very long... Oh the horror -.-

Hehehe, homework may be killing me.. But I don't find the motivation to do them.. I mean, SHEESH! A-Maths! ..x.x Sorry

Well, update sometime later.. I'll sign off for now, ja ne!

Wow... Short-lived happiness?

2007-03-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, hmm... I got through 1st round alright.. Well, I've to say I'm elated.. Its quite a story and I want to do it justice (in R.L) LOL!

Ya, I am not sure if its short-lived or long-lived happiness. However, I hope it'll be the long one... The second round of audition is 31st March I hope I can get through >.>

Well, here are my song choices for 2nd round

1) Wo Ke Yi by Cai Lin You
2) Zhuan Shu Tian Shi by Tank
3) Hong Wo Ru Shui by Pin Guan

The safest is ranked 3rd and the most dangerous is 1st.. All three are alright for my voice (luckily)...

Well, I'm signing off.. Rock on people!

Ja ne,

Two updates in one day =x

2007-02-27T21:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm, after scrolling down.. I just realised I got alot of WEIRD posts.. LOL!! Okay, I know I'm weird... >.< Ok la.. Don't crap so much.. Lets see what else I can add into this short double posts...

Hmm, okay I'm announcing I'm sick.. LOL okay la, I seriously got nothing to update.. =XX

Signing off (I think), Ja ne! =X

Hmm.. Tired and bored?

2007-02-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

Wow.. I am in a daze now, probably because I just woke up or something... Oh well, today's kind of a boring day... >.> Blehs, posting just to keep this blog alive! Blehs, I can't wait for this weekend to arrive... Don't know, I actually love school. But suddenly can't wait for it to end... Blehs... Alrighty, short update.. Ja ne!

..............

2007-02-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

Ah... Less than a month till the audition... Should I enter? I think not.. Maybe I shouldn't enter at all, its a waste of time.. I wouldn't get in anyway..

Lols? Why the sudden change? Some may ask... I don't know? Maybe I'm entering the state of self-destruction, tossing myself in the so called abyss..

Seriously, I don't really know... I don't know myself, or anything anymore... Everything that was once so clear, blurred out and was replaced with dulled vision. No, I'm not referring to my real eyesight, but my objectives and such were all dulled and gone. Its just not there anymore.

No no no, I'm not entering the "mood-swing" or "emo" period thing, it doesn't works for me. My mood switches with reasons and logically correct. Mind you, I have common logic like average people, don't label me as "incredibly no logic" person. Thank you

Feeling mean? No, I don't think so... Besides, whatever I type here is what I desire and nobody can do anything to it... As long as it has nothing to do with sexual contents, racisms or anything against the law.. Hmm

Ok, I'll stop the crap thing.. But seriously, I don't know whats up with me. I just woke up not long ago, and I swear usually I wake up, I am not in a state of loss or whatsoever... So I guess something within happened and caused certain confusion and something within my resolves or aims faltered and just weakened. So in other words, the pillar that have been keeping my dreams of singing is cracked. End of story..

I am not sure what this blog post about, to be honest... I guess I just felt like it and it made me feel better.. LOL

Today was... Dull... Boring and incredibly dull.. What is happening?! I think I know the reason... This is crazy man, I am about to end one of my longest and most problematic suffering and another pops up. I feel like killing myself... Ok not techinically, just some urge to pull out all my hair.. LOL!

Okay, jokes aside.. I think thats enough for today's blog update before I start blabbering unrelevant things and stupid stuffs.. LOL alright, take care folks! Ja ne!

Fun day! Great day.. Excellent day!

2007-02-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

Title: Fun day, great day, excellent day!!

Hmm, lets start the day with me deciding to go to school or not... I actually didn't want to go.. Well, at least not to be on time.. But I went along anyway! Haha, so I waited to hear the switching off of the light from my bathroom. Which meant that my bro is done showering, so I quickly open and showered, then change, style and went for school!

Ok, first period was P.E... Got quite an average P.E... Then basketball then after that it was.. Mother Tongue.. No doubt it's a pain for me, but luckily the bell rang!!! Haha I meant the alarm ranged, so we can.. SKIP CLASSSSSS

Lols, it lasted even after physics.. So we got extended recess.. Not that it matters though, didn't get to eat... So I hanged out with Pei Shi, Charlene, Gabriel Yang, Yu Hao, Yong Sheng at the NPCC room area there.. Haha had fun... Hmms, then its.. Maths! Haha gotta say I love it so much!! Mr Ng didn't give us homework, and I already completed his work! So... No homework!! Then during Mr Low's period, did abit of chinese and went to sleep.. It was a good sleep =)

Then it was break time, ate with Pei Rong, Halimah, John and Benjamin.. Haha then after that it was peer tutoring.. For SS.. Hmm boring, but it passed quickly!

Hmm, then went to E1 to wait for Yong Sheng.. We were supposed to go home together.. So wait and wait.. Then after that slacked at his class and talk... etc etc.. bla bla.. Lols then his class chairman had to close up the class, so we head home.. Saw guides and scouts rehearsing for their days.

Hmm, then while walking along the fences, Cassandra (Hong) and Boon Ling come, then they all talk.. So me and Yong Sheng decide to wait for Boon Ling.. Well that is we head for the interchange first.. =)

Ok, so we chatted for awhile during the journey and we reached the interchange.. Then we wait for Ling... Then she reached, we head to lot 1!

Lols, Yong Sheng suggested we go eat Pizza hut.. That I gave him de o.O + =/ look.. Lols then he sianz diao.. Then we continue walking.. Then walk and walk and walk, we reached Pizza Hut.. That he called his mum, then after that he treated us.. Wah.. very expensive.. THANKS YONG SHENG! XD

Lols

Then we chatted and stayed at the restaurant for... 1.30 hrs.. Woots.. Lols Boon Ling spent a loooong time eating and laughing.. Oh wells =P

Hmm.. had fun time walking around lot one and stuffs.. Then they sent me home.. Which made me felt weird, because I usually send people home...

Hmm, so I reached home and ended up doing chores for CNY... So yep, thats the end.. I'm lazy to type more.. Thats all folks, take care! LOL Cheer out!

Stern and Happy

2007-01-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hey there! I feel like ranting and such now.. But then again, I'm happy!

Ranting part [If you don't want to read, please scroll down further]

I've been thinking again, (sheesh, when would I won't think?) why do people criticise... Really?

I meant, their criticisms are not an inch constructive... If their criticisms are constructive, its alright. However, think about it... Why give unconstructive criticisms when you can't even do as well, or better than that person?

Hang on, not that I mean that even if you are better than that person in terms of subject or rank, does your personality and attitude befits that position? Heck, you shouldn't ust shoot your mouth even if you don't like or respect that person. That person have better attitude, personality and the requirements to befit the position. End of story.

Finally, the conclusion of this short rant... Don't criticise, prove that you can do better or shut up.

[ End of ranting ]

Happy part of today's update!

I don't know, the date's 16th March! People who read this blog, please don't spread about that I'm entering.. >.
Thats the update of the day, signing off!

Ja ne!

Stressed stressed and stressed!

2007-01-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

I am feeling extremely stressed, down and tired now..!!! Oh my gosh, I wonder is it because I sang the song too high or what, because I can't seem to play the range well recently... PANIC!!! Oh my gosh!!! >.<

Well, of course.. It seems everyday I've got to think and stress about stuffs.. I just hope things will just go well for me! Darn, not even one thing goes well for me...

Well, I just really hope to get through the auditions and hopefully, top 20.. *Cross fingers* I guess I'll need to work SUPER hard! >.<

oh well, I think I'm retiring, night!

Campus Superstar 2007

2007-01-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

Wow! I just recieved news early in the morning from Burton that it is likely that Campus Superstar Season 02 is this year's March! Theres audition on March! Wow.. I'm now like filled with anticipations and excitement over the competition.. But I'm afraid too.. Blehs, so nervous at this time... Guess I'm still shaken at the previous stage experiences..

I've chosen four songs for the auditions
Guardian Angel
Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui
Ji Mo Bian Jie
Wo Ke Yi

I've no qualms into getting pass audition 1 I think.. Shouldn't be a problem.. (I hope >.<)

-Sigh- I'm like... sooo want to get in! >.<

Well, but I believe if I EVER got in... I'll be sooo much stressed than now.. Blehs

Well, thats all for today.. See ya folks!

Boring

2006-12-31T02:20:00.000+08:00

Title: School Reopening soon!
Time: 2.20am

Blehs, really nothing much to blog other than the fact that 2007 is coming in one day and 2006 is gone forever.

Just watched Desu Noto (Deathnote, mind you :P) : The last name... Well, the whole story changed alot.. Nonetheless, sad and such.. How I wished Raito and Eru don't have to die.. >.<

Erika Toda's so kawaii!! Shes the actress playing Misa Amane in Desu Noto and The Last Name.. Great actress, 18 and so much achievements.. Someday I must download or watch on youtube "Nobuta wo Produce" and stuffs... Heard it was really good!

Anyways, back to my singing, academics and insights.. Or whatsoever..

I'm still worried about the appeal for bursary, it'd be a great help in paying off my OB stuffs.

Singing wise, I must stop classes with OB for a long time! >.< I think next year other than taking the tests, I won't be attending and continueing classes. Its one of the sacrifices I'm willing to make to go Japan.

Japan... Blehs, I wish I'm a citizen there or whatsoever, then I don't need the damn subtitles! Lols... Oh well.. >.<

....I heard that "she" is sick.. Gosh, hope she take care of herself.. >.>

I think I'm rather addicted to "Liang Shan Bo yu Zhu Li Ye" song thingie, its too high for my normal range though.. >.<

Oh well, I guess thats about it.. I need to curb my withdrawal symptomps and temporary obsessive illness over kawaii actresses.. >.<

Till then, Ja ne!

Painful

2006-12-29T02:51:00.000+08:00

Title: Painful
Time: 2.51 am Friday December 29 2006

I've finally managed to make them angry.. So its safe to post in my blog, since I believe they won't visit this blog.

For some reasons, I felt like I owe them too much and don't want to rely on them anymore.. Its just, you know.. The very guilty feeling of making people help you and such.. So I've finally done something I won't do, being unreasonable.

Him... Hmm, somehow I felt like I'm indebt to him or something... Dunno lei, I treat him as a good friend even though we met for a month or so.. But then... Somehow I just don't want to ma fan him lorhs... So he probably blocked me now.. But oh wells, I guess I overdone it. >.<

Her.. Hmm, yeah, not a mth too.. But I don't want to owe her lei.. Its like, haiz.. I don't know what to do? Whole day ask them call me or whatsoever very what lor.. So bo bian... Don't want them to like that ba.. Because once they got into a tiff because of me.. I just hope it wouldn't happen twice

As for me, I'm feeling rather miserable now.. Now that I've made two people blocked me... But oh well.. This is for the best, I guess.

Blooggg!

2006-12-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, December 05
Haha! Extremely chatty! Chatted with Zhen Ni, Kouhai and Elain.. Fun chat sia.. Zhen Ni and Kouhai keep argueing and quarreling one.. Damn cute sia! Then me and Elain like enjoying show liddat, laughing at them over MSN.. Damn funny.. Then I think we chatted till 4 or 5 liddat.. Then the best thing is.. MA DA JI FAN!! ROFLMAO... Damn funny, Elain can laugh until like mad, then after Zhen Ni put down and Nelson picked up the phone, we went frenzy.. Chat ended at 6

Oh ya, me and Nelson chatted earlier on before 12 am liddat, chat for quite some time.. Enjoyable.. ^^

Wesnesday, December 06
Woke up after chat at 6am, around 12pm.. Chiong to shower!! Then went to Kovan... Haha, boring trip though.. Then waited for Nelson-san... Then after that, we met! He like gong gong walk past me >.> Dots.. Then after that go eat "MA DA" Ji fan... =x Anyways, he said I'm damn lucky today (wednesday la).. Because the Chicken Rice stall always alot ppl queue one.. Then after that head to his house.

Wah, quite long walk.. But fun la, talk talk talk.. Then reach le! Very nice house, got kawaii dogs too! Haha, damn funny.. Then go his room we talk stuffs about Jap shows and watch some show.. Then Wei Jie come.. He was like

"Sempai" (Kouhai)

"Hai!" (James)

Lols, all of them think I look damn different from dsplay pic.. x.x Walao.. Then after that we go watch more Toku shows.. Then soon, Elain came home.. Though nvr really see her.. Then I saw her.. Ok la, looks better than picture.. You are so chio!! Lols happy liao ma Elain? Must be busy laughing since I mentioned Ma da ji fan.. Lol!

Then Nel's mum scare me sia.. Suddenly open door! I jumped from the bed. LOL.

Then she buy food for us.. Thanks Nel's Mum! ^^ KFC,it was good.. Then me and Wei Jie were like

"ITADAKIMAS!!"

Lols, Elain told me today she chua tio.. LOL

Then after watching the Ma Da Ji Fan show, we go home after the Chn 8 News..

The trip home was so fun.. Msg Elain and kouhai to get rid of the boredom.. :)

Thursday, 07 December
LOL! Like wednesday, was preparing to go Nel's house until he told me he haven finish project.. I sian 1/2.. But oh well, in the end, met up with elain at 5.47pm
She was like so ps and awkward at first la.. Then I broke the ice and we managed to talk for 45 minutes (luckily theres sooo much topic) and wei jie FINALLY arrived.. Say what want give us time to talk -_- (Got alot of time to talk ler, msn and sms -.-).. Anyway then we went to eat.. Then me and Elain were busy scheming with each other to get Zhen Ni sit beside Wei Jie(Kouhai) until he thought we stead.. I think he think liddat oso nothing wrong la, bcuz we were sitting closely, then poking each other, eye contact and show hp (he thought we sharing messages, actually we were scheming) LOL.. Anyway me and Elain left to pick up Zhen Ni.. She was lost in the central -.- Omg la, then after that, meet lor.. Then go Mac.. Then is like she damn paiseh to sit beside Wei Jie and was like looking at me several times as if I got rice on my face liddat.. Then after then went home, sent Zhen Ni to Woodlands station (more like accompany or something) Then return home shower and stuffs.. Good thing got Elain pei me sms.. if not I bored to death from Woodlands to CCK...

Hmm..

2006-11-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

Well.. It's been some time since I've blogged. (^^ ;)
Either way, I've been quite depressed lately.. No doubt my vocal box's kinda unused now... Well, to speak the truth.. I don't really know why I'm depressed.. But meh.. Sometimes whenever you want to know someone, want to help someone or even talk to someone.. They always seem to be on the other end of the universe.. Blehx

Anyway, its going to be december in like five minutes... How I wish theres snow and someone whom you can spend your cold days with..

One more side note.. " I want to migrate to Japan!!" (Laughs)

Oh well.. Time to sign off (^^ ;)

Wah..?

2006-11-03T17:28:00.000+08:00

Wah... Zhen Yuan go Japan's capital city.. Tokyo! >.< I so want to go la.. So damn lucky... 7-Days trip I think.. I think not those tour groups de.. Bcuz he told me he was printing the crappy points of interest and stuffs.. Lucky fool!!! Then its like I went to the Teenage Icon, Ming's birthday party @ The Butter Factory lor... Its very....... noisy .. lols Guess I'm not the type of person who loves clubbing.. Anywae, I thought the butter factory offer some butterbeers. LOL =X So disappointed sia.. lols.

Sianz diaox.. I'm still thinking how lucky Zhen Yuan is lor! Go Jap, tokyo somemore.. While I still so mountain turtle one.. Sua Gu.. Lolx.

Sianz, hopefully this "K2,P4-P6" best friend of mine will be back safe and sound and have loads of fun.. Well, he probably is anyway.. Hot Springs.. Public somemore.. LOL meh... Haiz...I want to go Japan too!! >.<

Anyway, signing out.. Cheers

Wee..?

2006-10-31T22:57:00.001+08:00

Ah.. Holidays but I've to look for jobs.. Hmm... Anyway, in a month time it's going to be intermediate exam test... so haiz.. Still kinda stuck for song choice.. Anyways, its some time since I updated the blog.. I'm still looking for suitable skins or perharps suitable link.. Haha, its a short post I guess... So ya.. Cheers ^^

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2006-10-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

Title :
The dreadful have passed, now the oasis lies before us. To take up our last, peaceful moments before we face the greater challenges ahead us. This is, our final resting point.

Ah why did I put such a long title? Well.. I don't know, it just make sense... This is like the last proper holidays before we face our N levels next year and Os in the year after next year.. Its rather scary if you ask me... But oh well..

So heres my score for SA2... v.v
English P1 - Approx. 40/60, P2 - 61/80, P3 - 37/40, Overall P1/P2/P3 : 75/100 =) [A1]

Chinese P1 - 45/70, P2 - 46/70, P3 - 39/40, Overall P1/P2/P3 : 72/100 =) [A2]

Physics - 30/50 [Can't say I'm sastified, I rather have the last question marked instead... It'll be 35.. Oh well]
Chemistry - 23/50 [Ah... Pay more attention James! Mug hard!!!]
Comb. Science - 53/100 -Wipes sweat from forehead- Whewwww
Overall Comb. Science - 54/100 [Er... Grade is C5 or something]

Overall Art - 47 I think.. I passed final year but not mid year.. *crosses finger*

E Maths - F9!!! Hahaha.. I not sure, but failed rather badly, 20+ Marks from passing

A Maths - Not sure, F9? =/ Lols A and E Maths kinda expected

Geography - *Hopes to pay attention next year* 10/50.. BAD!
Social Studies - 23/50 .. Pay more attention and mug harder.. >.<
Overall : 37/100

Thats all folks! I'm kinda hoping for 3 more marks for Art so I get a nice 4 subs pass... I also hope that my language subs will improve more...

Hopes for 4N/5N :
English : A1 (Not just borderline)
Chinese : A1 (Not just borderline)
Comb. Science : A1/A2
Art : Err...? 60/100 I guess B4!
Humanities : Pass! C5!!
A and E Maths : At least one C5 or C6 pleaseeee

If I got this the way I wanted, I'll score
1+1+2+4+5+6 = 19
That'll be good enough for JC! Ah.. Things doesn't seem as impossible if I mug harder or something... So.. Mug!!!

Oh well, its time to crash.. Ciao!

Pokes

2006-10-13T14:26:00.000+08:00

New Update :
I just realised how my nick invoke rage.. Ah my bad... Wrong wording =P

'Those who failed their english, blame their teachers and whine. Fuck yourself for not paying attention in class.'

Its suppose to mean

Addressed to those who failed their english, blame their teachers and whine when they are not paying attention in class.

Hahaha.. my bad =x

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Oh, and rather. For those who really thought other than in class, I don't put use of my English is rather wrong. In fact, I've been doing some descriptive works and talk to a few people R.L and such. Thats what helped in my English. If it wasn't for them, I'll fail my English or whatsoever I guess.

Oh and for those who doesn't know what I've been doing and really thought I slept the whole day.. Its rather hillarious

Term 4
Geography - Just copy down stuffs and chat.. Don't have pay attention
Expected Grades : FAIL!! Lols

SS - Pay a little attention, did abit of checking with Halim and stuffs.. Didn't really look through the book.
Expected Grades : Borderline pass or fail (I still remember the stuffs I studied for class tests except for Term 4 class test )

English - Pay to a significant amount of attention. Ignore teacher only when I felt that he wasn't really talking about English.
Expected Grade : MERELY a pass

A and E Maths - Paid attention in Term 4, but it's too late ain't it?
Expected Grade : FAIL lol =x

Physics - Somewhat paid attention or something.. Maybe due to earlier revisions or so.
Expected Grade : Pass

Chemistry - Don't bother about this... Really ignore teacher sometimes.. But that was only for term 3 and 4...
Expected Grade : FAil

Chinese - Doesn't really requires much attention... Teacher merely just teach from the text book or something (Didnt pay attention did I)
Expected Grade : Hopefully pass

Art - Ah... touchy subject.. Most likely failed, just not sure.. Did my prepwork though...x.x
Expected Grade : Fail

Ah.. Those who are talking behind my back. Why don't you just post in the tagboard? And its alright in ignoring me or not being my friend. I am not forcing anyone to be my friend. And finally, I'm not OMNIPOTENT or GOD. I'm just like the guy next to you, normal.

To those who have been affected by my previous MSN nicks...(To the ones who failed , blame teacher or just merely failed) I offer my apologies if you DID pay all of your attention to Mr Loh's classes. For Mr "S" side, I too, realised that you are having a different teacher. But I'm not going to apologise to him, because Mr Low was right for doing that. Not wrong.

Title is not shown anyway bah

2006-10-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

Title of the post:
Misconceptions + Classmates + Friends
[Talking about people who don't look at the entire picture and story ^^]

Ah.. I'm only updating this blog since there are several people who are not looking the entire story and not interpreting the message correctly. Do notice that I'm trying to refrain from using the word fucktards, retards and idiots alot. =)

Ms "J"
What to say? I'm not going to say anything about this thing. All I've to say is to hear the entire story before you lay out your judgement. Just because I've only know you for less than a year compared to [insert how long she knows Mr. S here], doesn't means that I am whatever you said. First thing off, I'm arrogant at times but not "proud". The only thing I'm proud of is my friends who achieved some part of his goals. Not myself. Thats all

Mr "S"
Ah.. Interesting.. Firstly, I don't give a damn about getting "1st" for English Paper 2 and Oral, seriously, no, not even distinctions. The only thing I really gave a damn is the "Need" to get to 4N2. Thats all, your misinterpretation on my comments are just proving to me that I need to be extremely careful of my tone and comments. Because your brain tends to function towards the negativity and thinking everything is sarcastic.

One thing for both and probably anyone out there
1st, I'm not "PROUD" of myself. A very "Singaporean" word along with "Action". Usually these two meant arrogant. I admit I might sound arrogant at time. But during MSN, I'm seldom sarcastic to that point.

Second thing:
What I said to Steffen simply meant that
Don't blame Mr John Paul Loh. ( In our conversation his alias is JPL or Mr Loh )
Seriously, don't blame him for the paper. It is nothing but facts that the paper standard gone down all the way compared to Common Test 1 (CA1) , Mid-Year Examination (SA2), Common Test 2 (CA2). Thats the fact. Look at 3N2's percentage of passing. Ask the 3N2 top scorers for English (Daren,Halim, Cheng Siang and Timothy). They'll tell you the same. And no, those are no in order of positions.

Then he simply said he was pissed about CA2. Whereas Ms Kavita marked their examination paper wrongly and Mr Loh complaint and mark theirs instead. In the end, some of them failed.

So I think that Steffen is one of them

Then he said that 3N2 is Mr Low's class. Surely he'll be biased.

I was like... wtf? This kind of reasoning also have? Looks like I've to point out certain things

1 ) If they passed and got rather high, that'd be unfair to US and OTHER classes.

2 ) They'll still suffer for N and O levels. Its better for them to suffer the pain earlier than later. That way, they would be able to fare better for N and Os

For those who still thinks that I'm proud / arrogant / action. Go face the mirror spoilt brats.

And if you still are pissed or still having that misconception, there are few things I'd like to say, rather insensitive and arrogant too.

1) At least I achieved the grades to do so, unlike you people who only knew how to whine.

2) At least I didn't do a shit to get that grades while you people are slogging out hard.

Do note that I didn't really meant the two things, but to let this people to actually have a proper reasons to hate me or feel disgusted.

And one more thing, its alright for people to harbour hatred or disgusted at me. Because I have the rights to be imperfect and have the rights to spit and be disgusted at you too ^^

To the friends just chilling and cool dudes outside who don't have the same misconceptions, peace out and have fun for your holidays ^^

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2006-09-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

Argh.... !! Very tired... In fact... I've been realy really tired these days.. -Slumps against his chair - Aih... End of year is coming... Yet, I dun have the motivation to mug at all...

Back to singing... Congrats to Jia Qing into his entry to the Audition Round 4!!.. Continue to work hard and get in the top 10 or 12 males!..

Argh... Monday we sang Kiss Goodbye... Not sure If I did good or not.. =( Next week sing San Hu Hai.. Gosh, I need to work hard to achieve my dreams....

Signing off... Ciao!!!!!

Hai Die and poor me...

2006-09-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

Ah... Just got back from Hai Die...Let me congrats Jia Qing for successfully entering Audition 3 of Project Superstar...!! Haha... Thanks man, have great fun everytime I go Hai Die...Tiring but fun, because each time I go there is upgrading my vocal techs and power... Today we begin on the solfege on Kiss Goodbye... Kinda happy, they say not bad... Now I must work hard on my falsetto... Ahh.... Sianz...I'm so gonna collapse from my financial load... Well take care.. Cheerx ^^v

Lols

2006-09-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

Since this title like cannot see cannot see hor.. I write the title down.. Its a really interesting yet very debative topic

Title : Student signing a petition against a principal.. And yet because of a lil ween bit of proper english and s/he can anyhow shoot -_-
My one cent worth will be noted as you read =)

1. Definitions

1.1 Within this document, Mr Lee Hak Boon shall be known as ‘the Principal’ or ‘Mr Lee’ unless otherwise stated.

1.2 Catholic High School (Secondary) shall be known as ‘School’ within this document.

1.3 The term ‘We’, and ‘Us’ is a collective term to represent the students, parents of the students, the School Alumni, and teachers of the School.

1.4 “Students” would refer to Students of Catholic High School.

1.5 “Student Leaders” or “SL(s)” means the Student Leaders Board members comprising of Student Councillors, Prefects, and the Class Management Committee.

1.6 “Prefects” would be students appointed by the school who carry school badges with a black strip with the word “Prefect”, and wear the school tie in school at all times when in full school uniform. Their task is to deal with discipline problems in the school by being part of a collective force to apprehend students in breach of them. They are part of the Prefectorial Board, which is part of the Student Leaders Board.

1.7 ‘Student Councillors’ refer to students appointed by the school to deal with affairs including, but not limited to, preparation of school activities and events, coordination of school programmes.

1.8 “Class Management Committee” refers to students who are or were Class Chairmen or Assistant Class Chairmen of their respective classes in school.

1.9 “Class Chairman” and “Assistant Class Chairman” refer to the Class Monitor and Vice-Monitor respectively.

2. State of Request

2.1. We ask that Mr Lee resign with immediate effect.

2.1.1. This is to take place and the Vice-Principal of the Primary School shall take over, either temporarily or permanently.

2.2. We request that Mr Lee to take no further part of School Activities

2.2.1. This includes, but is not limited to:

2.2.1.1. Preparation of events:

2.2.1.1.1. Children’s Day
2.2.1.1.2. Teacher’s Day
2.2.1.1.3. Youth Day
2.2.1.1.4. Racial Harmony Day
2.2.1.1.5. Chinese New Year
2.2.1.2. Catholic High Sports Night
2.2.1.3. Catholic High Annual Cross-Country

2.3. We ask that he present a formal apology to us on basis explained in: (Point 3)

2.4. The use of funds in the upgrading of the school library.

2.4.1. The buying of new books and learning resources

2.4.2. The buying of new storybooks and texts

2.5. The use of funds to get better teaching resources.

2.5.1. Relevant studies and books on subject matter

2.6. The keeping of teachers as follows, unless by choice, the tendering of resignation:
2.6.1. Mrs Alice Long
2.6.2. Mrs Melissa Neo
2.6.3. Mrs Chung Lee Siang
2.6.4. Mrs Anna Tan
2.6.5. Mr Jeffrey Goh
2.6.6. Ms Thian Wan Eng
2.6.7. Ms Leong Se Yean
2.6.8. Mr Yong Kwang Hei
2.6.9. Mr Goh Yong Han
2.6.9.1. This list is not exhaustive.

3. Reasons of Request

3.1. Mr Lee has requested the building of ponds and with due thanks to donations has made them possible. This has been detrimental to the school in the following ways:

3.1.1. These ponds are:

3.1.1.1. Pond at Car Porch in the Secondary School.
3.1.1.2. Pond outside Science Laboratories
3.1.1.3. Pond in the Primary School Premises.

3.1.2. Request for such funds to build ponds was unnecessary. This has diverted funds which could be used in better ways (Point 4).

3.1.3. High maintenance and electrical bill
3.1.4. Poor maintenance of the ponds.
3.1.5. No immediate and tangible benefits of the pond

3.2. Mr Lee has bought statues and stones or requested the donation of these them. They have had no benefit and had been detrimental.

3.2.1. The statues in question:

3.2.1.1. Statue of Eagle at Car Porch of Secondary School.
3.2.1.2. Various stones along sloping path upwards from Secondary School Car Porch to General Office.
3.2.1.3. Statue of ‘Fire’ at Plaza and the bronze statues at the Secondary School General Office car porch running to it.
3.2.1.4. 2 Statues of Lions at mini-river outside rooms of NPCC, St John’s Ambulance Brigade and NCC (Air)
3.2.1.5. Statue of hands outside of the Primary School General Office

3.2.2. Monies used to buy and maintain these statues could be diverted to other funds.

3.2.3. They have no tangible benefit for the students.

3.3. Mr Lee has scolded teachers for the high electricity bill.

3.3.1. To quote a teacher who has spoken on condition of anonymity, “That time, he complained to us that the electricity bill was high because we were staying in school and marking worksheets past 6 pm.”

3.3.2. This shows contempt for the teachers as the a school, as, to quote several Dictionaries,

3.3.2.1. Oxford Dictionary of English: “an institution for educating children.”
3.3.2.2. Longman Dictionary of Contemporary: “a place where children are taught”
3.3.2.3. Merriam-Webster Dictionary: “an institution for the teaching of children”

3.3.3. He has placed the fundamental reason for a school, a place for students to learn, below that of monetary assets. This clearly shows what he valuates. He puts the cost of electricity above student welfare.

3.3.4. According to Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs, after physiological needs, Safety needs need to be met, and under one of them, called the ‘Security of Employment’, is where education lies. A good education is essential to have a good, well paying job in future. Having a good job, especially one where students in future will have would mean that they would have ‘Security of Employment’. Having teachers who are unable to do their job to the best of their ability not only threatens to tarnish their ‘Security of Employment’, also threatens students’ own ‘Security of Employment’. This is of equal importance of ‘Security of revenues and resources’, however because this money comes from the government, and with coffers amounting to millions, what we see is that Mr Lee is placing an insignificant portion of money over the needs of students.

3.4. He is of unreasonable character

3.4.1. He demands a utopia of having zero latecomers.

[ Demand right.. Which school doesn't demand? Well at least mine does.. Thats why theres a limit to the amount of late coming and the punishments laid out -_- ]

3.4.1.1. This is very, very hard to fulfill, considering this idea of Chaos Theory, where there is always an unforeseen circumstance which can disrupt daily life, thanks to a chain of events, of which a student would not be involved in, until he gets affected negatively by being late.

[ If one's being disciplined to fulfil, s/he could definitely do it.. Like for me I make sure I wake up at 6 am and then I wouldn't be late would I? Its not impossible, just hard, not very very hard. Its the mindset and stuffs of one. ]

3.4.1.2. He draws a comparison of being late for school to going to Changi Airport to take a plane to London at 5 am. He tells the students that they would not be late for the plane to London, but would be late school.

3.4.1.2.1. This comparison is ridiculous considering the circumstance surrounding each event. To go to school is almost a daily affair, and monotonous and is further worsened by the fact that the students lack the motivation to go to school due to what they perceive as poor leadership.

[Lets change the school to work.. We'll see living hell and the rate of retrenchment of young adults to up =) ]

3.4.1.2.2. If any student were to London, even at any absurd time, they would be on time, there would be a sense of excitement and anxiousness. This is especially so because a plane ticket is high in cost, especially that of a ticket to Western Europe.

[Which explains why the students isn't afraid of being late nowadays. They are just afraid of the punishments.. Which should be vice-versa! -.- ]

3.4.1.3. He caused the breaking down of a teacher in public, where when he scolded the students of Class 3-9 of 2006 for being late. Mrs Alice Long, as form teacher, defended them, and Mr Lee then blamed Mrs Long for being irresponsible and letting her students to be late. The students then told Mr Lee that it was not the fault of Mrs Long, and that they were fully to blame. He then scolded both Mrs Long, who was totally innocent, and the late students. This trauma of being scolded on absolutely no basis has made her break down.

3.4.1.3.1. Mrs Alice Long’s record as a teacher has been excellent, and has been constantly producing As in the ‘O’ Levels, and is very well respected by the students.

3.4.2. He has threatened to expel students due to a lack of punctuality.

3.4.2.1. This occurred on 14th July, 2006, during morning assembly in the Plaza. Mr Lee threatened to expel students who were late for assembly. This is unprecedented, and has no historical precedence. This is also not a rule in schools all around Singapore, and in other parts of the first world.
[Firstly its just the base of one's perception. It could be warning, threatening or even blackmailing.. So yeah...]

3.4.2.2. This harsh reality brought forward is unforgiving, where for a minute offence, a student may be expelled. This message is negative and is of resemblance to a totalitarian state.

[People just don't understand the consequences of being late for work]

3.5. Intentional demoralisation of the students.

3.5.1. As an educator, he knows that making harsh comments at students would result in a demoralization, which would lead to underperformance.

3.5.1.1. During the collection of the ‘O’ Level Results of 2005, to those whom came late, he called them ‘insolent brats’. This is a direct attack on a person’s morals. As an educator, he should not have done so.

3.5.1.2. During talks with the Secondary 4s of 2006, he ridiculed and insulted them for doing poorly in the ‘O’ Levels. He lashed out at many people which the Secondary 4s of 2006 respected, their direct seniors, of whom they have very good relationships with.

[Insult? Since its a petition the writer should probably write out what the insults are.. It is just the attacking of one's pride. To spur them to work harder. But some people chose to look at the negative side ]

3.5.1.3. He has called latecomers to school ‘useless’ and ‘stupid’. These words, coming from someone whom they should respect are harsh, critical, and unforgiving. It creates a negative sentiment among the students and can affect results. This is not helpful to the school environment.

[Do look at who the latecomers are.. If they are frequent. Then I don't know =/ ]

3.6. Collection of monies without proper accountability

3.6.1. He gives red packets to students during Chinese New Year, demanding that students donate money to the school. If one were to not pay up, they were to face disciplinary action.

3.6.2. The money has never been accounted for by Mr Lee, and the claim of the use of this money is the building of the school and for the funds for CCAs.

3.6.3. Money has never reached the coffers of certain CCAs which have not been performing well.

3.6.3.1. Money has been unfairly distributed where CCAs with better track records get more money. This creates a rich-poor divide between the good and the weak CCAs.

3.6.3.2. Poorer CCAs, with less funds, are unable to purchase better resources and exploit the full potential of the students. This is very detrimental to the students, as they would be unable to:

3.6.3.2.1. Maximise their full potential
3.6.3.2.2. Earn CCA Points
3.6.3.2.3. Get exposure

3.6.3.3. 2 students, during the Chinese New Year of 2005, did not adhere to the school’s demands, and were brought out for disciplinary action because they did not donate to the school

3.6.3.3.1. To donate is an act of charity, stemmed from the Latin word, charitas.

3.6.3.3.2. Charitas essentially means ‘to give’, and when a person gives, without any connotations, it can be said that he or she would give on his or her own free will.

3.6.3.3.3. This is an act of extortion, and is illegal under the Penal Code (Chapter 224), Chapter XVII, 383.

3.6.3.3.4. This form of injury is in the form of disciplinary action, which can result in caning, or worse.

3.7. Lack of standardisation and discipline

3.7.1. During the course of the 4 years Mr Lee has been here, punishment for offences has been wide-ranging and varying.

3.7.1.1. Penalty for the smuggling food out of canteen:

[Uh okay.. Self-explainatory.. Most school just HAVE that -_-]

3.7.1.1.1. There has never been a standard punishment for those caught smuggling food outside of the canteen during recess.

[So far never, but doesn't mean don't have. Smuggle is already a wrong word. It is of something sneaky and stuffs.. And usually the principal can connect that this acts can lead to something of smuggling drugs or cigerattes. Which would turn the tables around anyway. So this point is totally useless for a petition that is written to request for the resignation of the principal ]

3.7.1.1.2. Prefects on duty have shown lack of focus on the job. They allow people blatantly eating food out of the canteen, and only request them to go back to the canteen. When they do not do so, they do not take any action.

[ Seriously, being lenient is not good? Wow, first you don't want the principal to be harsh, next you are complaining that the prefects to be lenient.. ]

3.7.1.2. There is no check in the Student Lounge to disallow the smuggling of food to class.

[ Read the word smuggling repeatedly.. If you still don't understand.. Too bad =) Otherwise, an argumentative comment against this. Not everywhere IS updated with the current rules. Rules are made to be enforced, not to be broken. It is the student's responsibilities NOT to break the rules.]

3.7.1.2.1. This is unlike the policy of the prohibition of the removal of food from the canteen during recess. Both areas are places which students go to during recess for meals or food.
[There are usually two recesses. One for lower secondaries, one for upper. So there is no reason for one to go OUTSIDE the canteen in the first place.. Its like leaving your dining table with your food on your bowl and watch t.v or play computer.. Its totally unrespectful. Same morals and thingies, juz different situations ]

3.7.1.2.2. It is a double-standard, where one has a check-and-balance, albeit weak, while the other does not altogether.

3.7.1.3. Ankle socks are prohibited without reason in the school, yet the school is lax in the apprehension of students who do not follow this rule.

[Ankle socks are not within the school's proper dressing code. A proper attire for the school would be one's uniform and trousers/pants. The skirt shouldn't be three fingers above the knee. THATS the proper school dressing code. YET it is not an offense so serious that would destroy the school reputation. As it is probably just a trend or fashion, just like wrist bands. Hence not much punishments being laid out for wearing ankle socks is proper.. I mean.. you want to be caned or expelled for wearing ankle socks? ]

3.7.1.3.1. Student leaders have pressed for the lifting on the prohibition of ankle-length socks, however, there is no official reason as to the ban of it.
[An act of improper school dressing code is already ridiculous.. Still want lifting ban meh.. Might as well ask why Singapore banned Chewing Gums.. ]

3.7.1.3.2. Students caught have multiple punishments, without a standard process of defining what punishment for when.

3.7.1.4. The consumption of food is banned in classrooms

3.7.1.4.1. This rule is not enforced within the school, and is, like the previous 2 rules, (3.7.1.1. and 3.7.1.3), tokenistic in nature.

3.7.1.4.2. The Class Chairman does not take action when this rule is broken. Student leaders are also sometimes guilty of breaking this rule.
[ So you're being idiotic because they are being lenient? What the.. Irrationality my friend.. ]

3.7.1.5. The students are not allowed to change into the School Uniform or PE Attire in the classrooms.

[Changing of clothes or bare naked, half naked or whatsoever is an immoral act. Being so is already breaking the law. ]

3.7.1.5.1. This rule is tokenistic in nature, as there are students who change within the classroom.
[ Since you're complaining so much INFORM THE PRINCIPAL LAH ]

3.7.1.5.2. Even against the urges of the Student Leaders, this continues.

3.7.2. Latecomers to school have never had a proper punishment.
[ First you say the utopia bla bla bla too much.. Then you want proper punishment.. If proper punishment you say the things are too what what what .. -_-
3.7.2.1. For one, they had to sleep on the sick bay bed for a certain period of time, before they were let off to class.
[School have every rights.. If you don't like can change.. ]

3.7.2.2. That was scrapped and students were forced to walk around the school with a sign, and using a loudhailer, saying, “Let me not be the one who is late”.
[This is to injure one's pride so they'll be sure not to be late again.. Look up again =)]

3.7.2.3. It was then changed to have students being forced to stand in front of the school in morning assembly in the next day.
[Again...]

3.7.2.4. This lack of proper punishment systems does not help the school.
[This is getting old.. ]

3.7.3. The moderation of the Preliminary results of the Secondary 4 batch of 2005.

3.7.3.1. Mr Lee demanded the moderation of the Prelim papers to such an extent that the Prelims were a farce.

3.7.3.2. A student with 15 points in the Prelims was allowed to enter Hwa Chong Junior College.

3.7.3.3. He refused to listen to the opinions of the other teachers and accused them of having ‘no team spirit’, and inducing ‘negative sentiment’.

3.7.4. The safety hazards within the school

3.7.4.1. As Principal, his primary concern should be the welfare of the students, and this has not been the case. He has allowed the following:

3.7.4.1.1. Inadequacy of fire extinguishers
3.7.4.1.2. Available fire extinguishers are empty
3.7.4.1.3. Usage of hose reel area for storage
3.7.4.1.4. Lack of medical equipment in first-aid kits
[These are to be reported by students, or inspecting DMs or DMs and teachers and stuffs. It is one of their responsibility.. Lets not forget the paperwork the principals have to do and alot of stuffs.. ]

Sincerely,
Ho Wee Seng, Class 3-6, 2006.
And,
The undersigned.

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I was like.. wth?

Improving on Singing, Fears, Surprises

2006-08-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

Yos! Its been quite some time since I've updated my blog... I was @ Hai Die Yin Yue and I was feeling quite... Sianz.. Cause I really scared got no money to pay Hai Die... Then when I went in, singing cher tell us all to sing the songs we are picking for Audition on Project Superstar ( But I go sing anyway, though I'm not of age ).. Then I sang my first song " Guardian Angel " pretty good comments and I actually enjoyed singing it.. So I guess I caught the groove and styles.. =) But second song wasn't really good. Cause I chose to sing Zhi Yin Wei Ni.. But cher say I should concentrate more on my bass voice, its not that my high range keys is not good but not so strong enough for the auditions and stuffs.. So haha.. I guess must work on them! I've got like so many songs that lower down keys but I think I can do them pretty well.. Here are the songs

"Guardian Angel"
"Jiang Nan"
"Zhi Yin Wei Ni"
"Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui"
"Ji Mo Bian Jie"
"Sha Sha De Shui"
"Kiss Goodbye"
"Chu Ci Zhi Wai"
"Sha Shi Bi Ya De Tian Fen"

So far these songs lorh.. But I will definitely adjust the keys to make it my best la... Lols..

Today.. Do Geog paper.. Omg... Die liaos... Really fear will fail la.. Budden get back MT Paper.. WOOTS 75/100.. Pretty good I think.. Kinda shocked if you asked me =P.. Then my oral marks for MT Midyr is pretty shocking and surprising.. I was only expecting 36 or something.. However I got.. 39/40! omgs.. I am very shocked la... Lols.. Ok la.. sign off liao.. Very tired.. Nitee!

Talent..? or was it all just a hallucination?

2006-08-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

...I'm beginning to doubt that I can really sing, in other words.. I'm beginning to suspect that probably my voice isn't good? ..>>.>> I don't know why I suddenly got the feeling.. But when I touch on some songs I felt like.. Why can't I just hit it? .....*Sighs and ponders* What to dooooo.... >.> Well... Ionno, Common Test 2 coming up, Bills piling up, not to finally mention the doubting of my own vocal capability and many more.. I'm stressed out!! Arghhhh!!! Bah.. I guess I'll get onto posting sometime later in this week... *sighs*

Hysterical Saturday... oO

2006-08-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

Before I get to the main topic.. Lets get on with the prologue.. =X lols
Woke up at around 2.30.. Then I check my message and Joey Chin ( From Sec 1 ) msged me.. Then bla bla jaja and I got online and checked, and realised Yvonne's going to JP.. So coincidental!! Lols

Then I go JP and meet up with joey.. Then we head to Sandstorm to get my hair cut.. As usual, sastified, I left the hairdressing shop and go Macs, saw Von and her friends then me and Joey and his cuz crapped and sing abit then we left.. Head for interchange while he already left for dunno where..

Then I @ Interchange called von and she asked me to go meet her...x.x And so I did...

Met her at Macdonalds with her friends.. Then I was like so silent and not feeling anything when they thought that I looked fierce.. Dots.. My normal expression is liddat one wat..
Then they ask me to sing and I just sing lorh.. Lol

Then they say what.. I looked like Guang Liang... wth..??

But meh.. forget it lols..

Now I'm very tired... And I'm constantly thinking of her everytime.. What to do leh? ... Lols

Alrighty.. Cheers and CHill!

Lifepath + Goals

2006-08-06T13:15:00.000+08:00

My Life path and Goals

Chua Chu Kang Primary School
Classes : P1B, P2E, P3D, P4E, P5C[EM1], P6C[EM2]
PSLE Aggregate Score : 214
Grades : Straight A's
Applicable for : Dunearn Secondary (Express)

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Dunearn Secondary School
Classes: 1E5, 2E5, 3N2, 4N2(Hopefully), 5N1
O Level Scores L1R5 : Hopefully Lesser than 20
L1R4 : Hopefully Lesser than 20
Choosing Polytechnics Courses : Music and Audio Tech OR Gaming Programmings
Choosing JCs : Pioneer JC, but of course the best if I can get in

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Pioneer JC / Other JCs
Classes/Streams : Arts (I Don't have foundation for the sciences class)
A Level Scores : Hopefully enough for NUS

OR

Singapore Polytechnic
Courses : Gaming Program thingie or Music and Audio Tech
Diploma (Duh)

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National Service Enlistment
2 Years

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National University of Singapore (NUS)

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Careers :
A Trainer like Melvin,Amin,Candice,Elaine,Leroy
OR
An Aspiring Singer

Life Goals :
Live in a Villa / Two-Storey Condominium / Bungalow
Own a Nice Royal Blue Jaguar Car
Buy a house for my parents
Have more than enough money to start a family

..Haha thats all.. Sounds impossible but I'm gonna do it!

Sec 3NA Cohords Buddism + Motivational Workshop Success..

2006-08-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

Heya.. Just got back for the third and final day for the Sec 3 N(A)s Motivational Workshop! It was a very very emotional scene today.. But yeah, lets go alllll the way back to day.. One! *groans*

Thursday, 1st day of Motivational Workshop...

Yes, I actually thought this GREAT WORKSHOP as BORING and meaningless when I first entered AVA room! We were greeted by Chih Chien A.K.A Elaine.. She explained to us some stuffs about this workshop and then we welcomed Melvin! Haha it was GREAT!

He was like being introduced as "pregnant lady" cause he keeps burping.. But the actual cause is because he have intestine disorder.. Hence the burping.. Well he was talking about his life and stuffs.. He told us he is now studying for a Degree in University.. But in actual, hes already 25 and have 2 more years to go before he gets his degree.. Why? Cause he got 28 points for his O Levels and then he got 29 after he re-took it. He was like so depressed and he went to Shatec, then he got expelled cause of his attendance and his nonchalant attitude but yeah..

Next person I'm going to introduced is Candice!! She is really nice and great.. I know shes damn nice in the bottom of her heart down there.. Can just feel it ya? Shes nice la, but her job is massive activities.. Hence we groan.. But still ya.. I respect her and I really like her! *Just as i do for Amin and Melvin and Leroy and Elaine.. LOL*

Next person is Amin!! The third speaker! He's another hillarious person and he rocked big time too! Along with all the sound crews and trainers! Hes damn good ok... So funny, he give us alot of his life experiences, jokes and shared several stories that he knew..

Fifth person is.... Leroy! Yeah hes a joker and he rocks too! Too bad only a few people get to talk to him but nonetheless he gave me really really good advices and stuffs.. He is also another person who loves Russell Peters..

Second day.. CONFIDENTIAL .. So yah.. Can't share with ya'll sorry =(

Third day, yeah.. For some reasons I felt sad on this day, because its the last day and if not, it'll be the last time for some of the people to actually see these great people again... But yeah.. at around 7 we all went to the hall and talk and talk about what we've learnt in this workshop and stuffs.. And in the end, we all cried... Yes everyone.. Because Melvin asked us to go look for our teachers and parents to apologise or anything for everything we've done.. And we all really cried....

We really have a great time here.. If Candice, Elaine, Melvin, Leroy and Amin sees this.. I really wanna thank you all for motivating me and made me wake up from what I've been living in, a world of decieve and stuffs...

So.. THANK YOU ALL!!

Sore Thursday, Fear for Friday and Drama Series

2006-07-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hello...!! Lols.. You must be wondering what the heck it means by Sore Thursday.. I'm thinking that I'm getting a sore throat or throat imflammation soon.. So ... Haha ya my throat now very weird de feeling.. Then tomorrow... Omg la.. 5 Periods of Art.. Dunno how to survive sia..!! So boring lorh... So sianz.. Then I'm now like watching "Shen Diao Xia Lu".. A continued series for She Diao Ying Xiong Zhuan.. Lol.. These two damn nice to watch lorh.. For this Shen Diao Xia Lu, Liu Yi Fei (The actress for Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan's Ling'er) acted as Xiao Long Nu.. Damn chio ok. LOL.. Its quite hillarious and abit painful to watch la.. Dorts.. Okay.. I needa scram now.. Cheers ^^

Pissed off and tired Tuesday..

2006-07-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hey there.. Just got back not long ago after this post.. I'm just extremely pissed at how gutless some people can be.. What, you dare to post inconstructive criticisms and you don't dare to post your name? Sheesh, seriously.. I'd say GET OUT OF MY BLOG.. I've already warned people to be careful of the download PLUS I reminded people to POST their name.. Due to certain circumstances like the uncountable number of childish idiots wandering around the net, it is hard to find anyone who is really mature.

Firstly idiots, introduce yourself or at least put in your name before you criticise. Or you'll just be shaming yourselves because it proves nothing more but you're just some immature 3 years old brat typing on the keyboard just because you felt like it.

Secondly, if you neither have the ability to do better than anyone nor do you have any backgrounds or proofs, please FUCK off. Yes I said the word "FUCK" because it was the right mood and situation for it to be used. Not like some bloody fools who chant nothing but vulgarities and swearings that have lost their meanings due to your usage of such rude words indiscriminately, kindly just get lost. You're embarassing yourself.

Thirdly, if you have no guts to put in your name at all, don't tag! I don't need inconstructive comments/criticisms. And my voice is HARDLY gay. Professional knows that my range is not considered high and gay. So just fuck off you music idiots, you are having your filthy presence over my blog.

Fourthly, even if you don't dare to make yourself acknowledge, have respect for other races. "Banglas" and things like that posted in the internet will only get your computer hacked and stuffs.. For whoever hackers out there who wants to know who's indiscriminating against your race or your friend's races.. Heres his/her ip

220.255.83.242

Feel free to hack it, I don't give a damn to a racist, coward and brainless fools who get their puny com hacked and whine that I posted their IPs.

Downloaded Rendition and a Tiring Monday

2006-07-24T23:53:00.001+08:00

Basically, I lived my way off Monday boringly with nothing fun.. Haha unless you count the lab session.. Well.. the rest was boring.. x.x

Yeah.. I talked about the rendition.. Weirdly, Here without You is more popular than Superman.. With 8 and 4 downloads each respectively in one day.. Hmm I was wondering if theres anyone I know who can comment on them.. Hahas Alrighty.. Its getting pretty late.. So I'll scram.. Cheers!

Rendition by me for two songs!

2006-07-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Yeah I've said I am into english songs too! Yeah.. The renditions I'm doing for the two songs are "Here without you", originally sung by "Three Doors Down" and the second song "Superman (Its not easy)", originally sung by "Five for Fighting".. I'll post the links now..

Disclaimer : I do not own the two songs mentioned above, it's just for plain fun, fun and fun! When you step into my blog, you are deprived of all rights on sueing me =P

Yes.. I know my nasal voice is very heavy.. but yeah.. its a born with thingie.. I tried very hard to remove it but ya.. haha.. Gimme your comments in tagbox! If you wanna criticise or something, DON'T impersonate as someone else.. Write your real name and stuffs.. >.>

Hai Die Examinations Photos!!

2006-07-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

Yay! Finally! Haha.. A picture paints a thousand words, so I'll pain you several thousands of words! oO Lol Thanks to Joreen for the uploading.. Yes I know I'm lazy x.x =P

Oh yeah.. Don't mind my singing postures and stuffs.. They took my picture without me knowing!! >.> And the he chang have so many cameras clicking away.. Haha me and Jiaqing stole the spotlights! :P

Oh ya.. We're both straight! Only that we very very brother de! Lols.. We always crap and shoot each other at times then share all the fun one.. ^^||

Don't mind the explosion.. You'll understand when you see the photos.. They don't fit in.. x.x

.....Postponing Photos and finally.. Given up.. I think

2006-07-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. Can't seem to put the photos in.. Sorry.. x.x... Loads of photos but so little time... I guess I probably should give up.. All these... Trying to be nicer and friendly have got me nothing but a friendship gone, not to mention a nice referred nick that I shall not elaborate here..

So lets see.. Half the time was pure coincidences and I get that crappy response.. Meh be it, I'm a bad guy, bad attitude, bad character, everything bad.. So ya.. haha.. Thanks alot for that "review"

I've personally had enough of this... All these misunderstandings cost me to lose a valued friendship (to me, every friendship is valued but meh) and etc etc.. Those are the stuffs I've repeated just now...

I'm personally quite tired le... I just don't know what to do now.. I did what others did, but nothing I did just came out right... I'm sorry for causing the bad memories and wasting of your time. So yeah.. Just so Sorry =)

Eventful but yet, disappointing Tuesday

2006-07-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

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Ahh...!! I just hate my .. no guts attitude thingie.. >.>!! Meh lets get to blogging..! Oh ya.. The above photos are taken by yours truly.. Well with some fiddling by Jiaqing >.> His "act cute" style and my act dao style.. Well abit trying to smile but I'm still NOT photogenic :P Saw someone familiar! Yeah the guy with purple and white stripes is the one who acted as Cheng Gong in Xing Jing Er Ren Zu! Haha :P

Woopsie.. my apologies.. Can't seem to put the photos on! >.<

Haha.. Have a normal Tuesday.. Same boring Double, Double periods of maths.. Yes, FOUR continuous of Maths.. Ugh.. I swear I have to buck up on my maths..! I need a tutor.. Haha or a friend who's good in both A and E Maths.. =)

Then its the Tutorial.. *groans* .. Total of 6 periods for today..

By the time we're done, its about 3.45 pm something.. Then I met Steffen in the concourse and try to get his classkeys so that we can get the books for studying.. Haha.. Then POOF! Her class just come down.. x.x Ok la.. not that its a bad thing but it wasn't something I'm expecting lorh.. Specially seeing her.. Pure coincidence I swear! I know nothing that she's staying back!

Then by the time I'm packing, they are already packed.. Then I guess maybe its fate.. Haha to have such a day, ok I'm slightly happy.. but haha.. something happens to make my day bad..

I went to the mart like place to get her favourites, Chocolates.. But when we got on bus she was like sitting soooo in front.. Haha then I bo bian.. Cuz I already in the middle of the bus le.. Then I wait for a few stops then proceed in front.. But just nice -_- The bus stops and opens, then ppl come in.. Then got this person dunno want to sit in front of her or not.. Then I just move past her and ended up at the ENTRANCE of the bus.. So chou la.. Then I guess she abit moody, dun want her to think me i delibrately leech her or something to make her mood worst or something.. So I just get down lorh.. I have my fears okay! LOls... Then I wait for the next 188.. Then I met Annur (dunno how to spell) and then reach CCK Interchange then I go home and here I am!

People may ask.. Why are you changing so much for a girl whom you don't even know that she likes you?... I myself sometimes feel ... that maybe shes just someone that I can never be with together.. Haha.. Feeling negative yes.. But meh.. Even if she does rejects me, what can I do? No chemistry ma.. Hahas.. Then too bad liao nors.. Yes of course I'll feel sad, but I'll never hate her.. Shes the one who open my eyes to this world, shes the one who made me look at myself. I've to thank her for that into making me a probably, much better person..

Tired + Stressful Monday!!!

2006-07-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

Wah.. Today so tired... Lets start off with my daily routine..

6am wake up.. oO Thats like sooo new, I'd usually continue to snooze till 6.30am but heh.. Then went to slowly shower and wash up and change and wax hair till 6.30am I reached interchange.. Then wait for bus, take bus then go schooooll

Wah.. today like so hot plus tired plus wet.. Wet cause of my un-dried shoes and hot cause of the stuffy hall and tired cause I am? Lol then we all went to class... Then the normal day starts off boringly without any special happenings..

Soon it was 2.17pm and the maths test ended with groans and yells. Meh, don't they hate maths? But meh, I moved to the front to pay attention.. NOT get attention, mind you..

Then after awhile everyone was like.. "James!!!" I'm like.. so blur okay! Awhile frlom third floor, then suddenly on first floor.. Then I went to find Gabriel and Co lorh.. Then they were like folding straw hearts.. Then I sianz sianz also go extra fold for them la... But Alicia and Coleen they all took it to... her la! >.< Iz like.. so paiseh la.. Haha James is shy de lorh.. (And I'm talking in third person again -_-) Anyway.. Its really very embarassing la.. somemroe she didnt take it.. To make it more worst.. Lols.. But anyway...

Drag drag drag then go home, buy Long John Silvers to eat.. And then see Desmond and Charlene they all.. Then I was like gong gong and tired liddat then bid them goodbye and head home lorh.. THen I was like.. Faster eat!! Then practice your darn song!

I was so worried while I practiced okay! It's like suddenly so hard.. My voice broke like twice and I was like.. Oh gosh.. only like 2 hours plus to the exams! But haha.. I went on with it anyway.. I wore long-sleeved white shirt and brown trousers.. Then I just went Hai Die without my trusty ear-set.. =(

I kinda slept for like a few stops and ta-dah! We reached there!...Wait.. make it only I!! Lols.. Then go there, mark attendance and enter the sorta corridor.. Then I opened the door to the air-conditioned corridor that leads to the classes and POOF!.. All my classmates there practicing.. Haha.. All dress until nice nice! Must get them to send me photos ler!!

After that, until 8pm then we go into our class and "Fa Ying" Haha.. it was abit weird.. I broke my voice there again.. Yes.. PANIC!!! But after that we head to our FINAL destination, the "examination" room.. Hahas.. I'm like the 5th one who sing..
Lycia, Ivonne, Jiaqing, Yanqing they all sing really nice la.. I'm like.. wah.. How to compare. and I go up and test my song lorh..

After for a good 10 minutes, of testing mic and song, the VIDEO-TAPING and TEST commence! I was like.. Ok I'm abittoo soft because of the sudden mic adjustments.. I was like.. ok.. relax and calm down! You can do it!

Haha.. I looked kinda like an idiot without style.. But I had groove! Haha.. My singing style was like so weird.. Because havent sing my friends all take picture! >.< I don't care.. re-take!! Lols

Then head home after examination lorh.. But then wait, no no no! Cher go out take something! Lols.. Then we went mad, doing some stupid brokeback mountain singing of Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui + Ni Shi Wo Zui Shen Ai De Ren.. Haha.. VERY brokeback okay! Lols.. Then finally take picture with teacher and class photo.. Which marks the graduation of our.. Basic Singing Course!! Wah.. I so proud.. Got achievement lers.. LOL jk :P.. Haha but sad lorhs.. I heard some of them not continueing.. What will happen sia.. Cannot imagine.. :(

Then on the way home, Jiaqing, De Wei and Bunz go take cab la! .. But bu shun lu.. So I just.. haha take MRT.. Dun want waste $10 on a ride.. Haha rather save that for my haircut.. LOLs.. Then ok reach CCK interchange le go the FINAL DAY of Pasar Malam(I think its the final day) and bought the icky sugar cane juice.. It tastes BAD la ok! Too sweet.. x.x

Then here I am.. typing to you on my blog.. But not to top off the final two things I did before I typed my block, my 100 sit-ups and Shower!!! WOots!

Haha theres the end of a reeeaalllly long post.. Cheers!!

Boring Sunday..

2006-07-16T13:32:00.000+08:00

Haha.. I just realised that crying is fun! Lols.. Release your stress mah.... Somemore I just found out why I cry.. Its not out of random!.. Well its cuz of my parents but yeah.. shall not continue from there.. Bad memories :P Well.. Today.. (Sunday) is an extremely boring day for me.. I can't wait for Racial Harmony Day! I'll get to miss 5 Periods of Art!! Woohoo!! Haha.. Cause I help my form teacher do the cooking and washing stuffs ma.. Which rocks because I get to eat the food PLUS miss out the classes.. Envious eh? :P

...Feeling extreme agony....It just hurts..

2006-07-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

I'm updating this blog as I can't contain myself any longer.. I guess... Sometimes.. It does hurts when people doesn't know the real you and stuffs.. The worst thing to top off that if you really like someone and s/he doesn't likes you.. or something it just hurts.. Saw that from a couple of friends.. Right now, probably thats what I'm feeling too... I just don't why.. But I'm like.. Crying now? Been feeling depressed and sad for the past 2 hours too.. I don't know why... It just happened.. Probably cause I broke down or something.. But I somehow feel better now.. But still, I'm probably prepared to cry soon again.. Well not really cry.. Just shed some tears.. Just to toss away all my stress I've accumelated for the past few years...

Talking about having a crush is sorta.. painful process? I don't know but somehow if something good happens, you'll feel happy, and vice versa.. if bad things happen, sad.. Some people'll just take in their strides but others... Haha...

I've no idea on what I'm really typing onto now.. I'm typing just to relieve what I'm feeling now.. Hehe take care and Cheers !!

Update...

2006-06-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Its really been a really long time since I've updated my blog.. Hmm let me speculate.. 2 Months? Yeah.. I've really been slacking off alot in these two months.. Though I'm really kinda.. Well its hard to explain.. I didn't do anything to anyone and I got the craps happening to me.. Well I believe I will update soon ^^|| Take cares

Tired day on Monday

2006-05-09T19:48:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Basically I woke up on Monday with a start and go school.. Then exams... Haiz, the social studies and the geography paper gave me the same feeling as I did on the common tests.. But lets just hope I pass >.>

Lol then I go home and played com with Dimir and Weixuan along.. After awhile go meet Jaron @ Cineileisure and crapped... Then go to Hai Die and singgg.. Wah.. tough day lor.. Basically I sing from 7 to 10+ >.> We sang Ting Hai.. Very very tough song for me.. Haha.. Then reach home at 11.. Well thats all.. Haha cheers

`-James

New Haircut @ Sandstorm ^^

2006-05-04T19:28:00.000+08:00

Heya.. I'm posting again =).. Well.. Examinations for English was an OK for today.. Went to Jurong Point and saw the Sandstorm.. Then I went to cut hair @ there.. It was nice =)

Well thats all for today.. I've got chinese exams tomorrow !! Cheers!

`-James

Tired and temptations of getting a new haircut

2006-05-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Today is wednesday and I had P.E today.. >.> We ran 2.4km.. Its a good thing i passed though.. Miraculously o.O Specially when I walked for a round =x Well.. I'm kinda tempted to cut my hair too.. But I felt kinda afraid nor.. -.- Those $10 for ten minutes haircuts ain't good lorh.. The last time i went there my sideburns were uneven.. -.- Well I've got examinations for tomorrow.. And eh.. I not sure what I'm having for tomorrow.. So haha I gotta sign off.. Take cares..

`-James

Labour Day Overniters =P

2006-05-02T18:34:00.000+08:00

As some of you may guessed or thought =P Labour Day overnites? Thats like insane =P I mean its like the next day is a school day and someone staying over at my place for overnite.. THat sounds sooo wierd.. But Benjamin juz did that o.O Well I'll explain why =P

Well I woke up as usual with a start, starring at the dull me at my mirror in the bathroom.. I was like so -.- Tired =x.. Then Darren called, den bla bla ja ja before I know it, I've got 3 people on my list to come to my house -.- Well I met Darren and Wei Zong @ the bus interchange.. Then we went to Lot 1 and walk around before we settled down at Macs.. Then after awhile Ben called... So we went out to meet him at the interchange.. Then saw Tom and Yong Sheng sitting under the sun for no good reasons.. Talk to them awhile then we went off to meet Ben with the destination, my place..

Ok we did some studying.. Except for me.. So not exactly "we".. Lols.. I was like singing and singing bcuz I opened my ITunes programme -.-.. Then after awhile go lot 1.. then to arcade then soon WZ and Darren left.. Leaving me and Ben behind.. Then we at home slack la.. Then go down to swim , jaccuzi and stuffs.. Crap man.. We went up back to my place at a little over 10pm -.- Haha then while in the pool before I told Ben and joked with him about him staying over at my place and go to school together tomorrow.. Lol in the end he really called up his parents and told them.. Well then we went to eat.. Discussin on his uniform for tomorrow (Today-.-) and we makan and stuffs go back home crap.. Watch Yu Le Bai Fen Bai.. Then two pm switch on the aircon and we slept in the living room..

Heck, I woke up at 3 am with a start.. I was trembling from head to toe.. Then I head back to my room to sleep. .With the fan instead =x

Singing Singing and Jacuzzi? =P

2006-04-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

As you all may wonder.. What has singing got to do with Jacuzzi? Haha I'll fill you in.. =)

Woke up at 12 pm o.O.. I ate lotsa stuffs.. Kinder Bueno, Da Bao ( big bun ), char siew bao, half a bottle of soya bean milk ( 1 litre ), two soft boil eggs, a bowl of soup.. Lols.. Was playing computer mahx.. Then lazy go buy food.. Then Benjamin called me at 3 pm saying hes celebrating En Qi's BDay with the rest of the Windz.. So I sian sian thought its going to be a long day then dun wan go.. Haha.. so lazy .. so dun wan lorh.. Then drag until 5 pm he called me again.. Asking if i wanted to study, I said I dun mind then he also said he dun mind ( lameee ) then ending up he prepare his stuffs and come to my house lorh.. Then we study maths.. Yes , but getting just the concepts.. We agreed to do the maths stuffs (workings and sums) on Labour Day instead. While we get the concepts right before monday ( yes hes coming tomorrow again ) then we went down =)

Wah we dived into the amazingly cold water.. BRRRR!! Very cooooldd!! >.< Then after ten minutes we jumped into the Jacuzzi pavillion =).. Stucked there for 40 minutes then go to the pool awhile den we back to Jacuzzi again.. Haha.. meanwhile in the jacuzzi.. I just kept singing lorh.. =P

Then we went back to bath and watch teebeeeeee.. Watching Xian Jian awhile den went to Lot 1 Shoppers Mall.. Wanted to go KFC first but closed, so we went to Long John.. Wah we crapped alot lorh.. Took the food very long to come.. Hahax then we like wah.. EXTREMELY BLOATED!! Wah almost crawl back home.. Haha.. Then wait for the bus, sing again.. Then decided to skip a few bus, then take train.. but we skip train and continue singing lorh.. (actually is i sing la.. ben gave comments).. Then i decided to take one whole round of bus with him.. Haha.. Then sing in bus again =P

Wah basically he went home den I oso go home lorh.. Then sooo creepy.. Got one guy following me sia, then I just fast walking pace went home.. Sorry, just being a paranoid =P

Karma.. School Counsellor and Friday =)

2006-04-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

Hello.. I just got back from school with Wei Zong, Benjamin, Coleen, Gabriel and Alicia was there.. Haha got back from a DOTA session.. But got quite lethargic cuz of it.. Well lets talk about today's stuffs yeah?

Haha.. So I woke up 6.30 am early in the morning to take a shower, brush and wash ma face.. Then I checked my handphone.. Lol Benjamin msged me to change the time to meeting at 6.55am.. Then I go wear my socks and prepare suddenly he call to ask me come down right away.. Then I sorta chiong out :P

We took the bus and go makan at the hawker near our school... Den chiong to school.. Lucky never late =x... Then after that we going back to class lorh.. Suddenly our school counsellor Miss Chen come find me.. Then i give the =/ look.. Dunno wats happening ma.. Den she asked me to head to the counselling room.. I was like -.-? Why ah? Den haha lucky not bcuz of my problem.. Its because Zhi Han told her that exams are coming and hes extremely stressed.. adding on that I called him something like "gay" and such.. Well I had my reasons so don't hate me for that :P

Well I explained stuffs to her and she asked me to meet her after the exams.. So that we could discussed.. Firstly, why would Zhi Han have any stress at all.. He doesn't even study de lorhx.. Act nia.. want to get me into trouble only...

Secondly, I called him gay because he could only bully someone like Chun Kiat who couldn't even defend himself.. What pissed me off the most is that Zhi Han always yell and bully Chun Kiat and even strangled Chun Kiat before.. Not exactly strangle but much worst.. He grabbed Chun Kiat by CK's adam's apple.. That was like so dangerous lor.. From what I know Chun Kiat might die if its at the right spot lorh.. I was so pissed off la.. Then I was having conversation with other people suddenly he come extra la.. I was like "WTH?" I didn't asked for him to give any comments or come in extra lorh... >.>

Like I placed something on the title.. Karma.. Whatever Zhi Han did I was just paying him back for what he did.. Non physically, way much better off than being near death-state

So many more things to write but meh.. Forget it.. haha.. I'll update again sooooon :P

Take care

`-James

Thursday.. A Dull day in school..

2006-04-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

Wah.. Today I had a very dull day in school.. Got so many class tests then eventually I fell asleep for a few times.. Then I slept till tutorial.. Haha, scored very low in this test that we got back. Then after that I met with the others and DOTA'ed.. Then did some talking and when home again... I got to know from Benjamin that his classmate from 3E1 is leaving for Perth today.. I got a sudden surge of sadness flood in me.. Though I didn't really know her but haha.. Thats the sensitive me =P.. Afterall shes in 2E4@2005 ma.. So I saw her a few times.. Budden haha.. Theres so many people who's sad now? The E1 peeps I guessed.. I heard from Benjamin that they all cried.. =( Well I've a new phrase "There will always be partings, but it also means there will be reunions" But meh.. Who knows... =( Signing off now.. Take care =P

`-James

Life on wednesday... Cool and Nice

2006-04-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

Woo... On Wednesday nothing much happened norx... Just very very dull.. Den after school i left straight to lot 1 to do some stuffs lor.. Den after that i went home... Den I saw Benjamin with Pei Shi.. Den Pei Shi left for home.. Den I dragged Benjamin back to lot 1 to slack ma.. Then we went to library to talk.. Do some of his homework.. Then talk about some personal stuffs and him upgrading his computer.. Den his band juniors just come and talk to him den we slack slack till 5 lor.. Den Wei Zong came.. Haha, I heard from him that Gabriel told him to come.. Because he heard about the Jaccuzi activities @ my condo ma... Then we went to Long John to eattttt.. Hahas.. Thats like sooo full lor, den Shawn, Feng Xin, Gabriel, Darren came, then they eat oso.. Then me and Benjamin poured coke into his water bottle.. We made a new recipe by ourselves.. Thy "Passion Fruit" Haha not the ESpirit Passion Fruit but just pure coke and some other stuffs.. Quite nice lor.. Then we left for my home le.. Got 3 sets of tower and 7 SHORTS out omg.. I was like sian 1/2.. Haha den we do alot of stuffs and xin li hua.. Then all go home at 8pm++ =)

Updateeee.. Mid-year.. Life?

2006-04-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. I ought to do some updating of my blog these times... I don't want it to be you know.. dead :P Well.. I've been always singing and singing recently.. But I've realised one big problem.. Mid-year examinations is coming up and I don't feel good about it... Well I've been slacking alot and can't just concentrate.. Hahas.. Guess I'm gonna flunk.. x.x Then I've been getting into this topic.. "Life".. Am I living my life the way i wanted? I kept asking myself this question.. And thought why wasn't I given the chances? Why am I not surprised everyday... I think and think.. Until i decided to stop thinking.. haha.. guess theres no way i can find out why =P ok signing off now =)

`-James

Good Friday. Zhi Yang's Celebration Party

2006-04-18T16:35:00.000+08:00

It's been quite sometimes since I've updated my blog.. I know my blog still not so nice la.. But haha, I'm not a good blogger =x.. Okiex.. Back to the topic haha..

I woke up in the very wierd afternoon on Friday, looking at the clock and I almost jumped. It was 1.30pm, then I do all my misc stuffs and head out at about 3pm ++. Went to Bukit Batok Westmall to meet Chloe and Xin Yi. I was like very sianz lor.. Look look around then we wait for Olivia.. Then we juz walk down to Mos Burger, Breadtalk, Burger King and Macdonald to buy food.. Lols.. Alot right? But I only bought Macdonald.. I had no cash with me.. So I ended up using all my money in my ezlink... >.>

Met up with Zu Peng after we came out from Macdonald.. Then we saw Zhi Yang o.O He just blur blur walk to the MRT lor.. Then theres people starring at him and exclaimed stuffs that I didn't really hear.. lol.. He asked us to follow a group of girls whom I assumed is his friends.. But they are waiting for someone.. So we just flagged a cab and head to Zhi Yang's house. ( Actually our destination is just the multi-purpose room )

We were like chatting about alot of stuffs regarding about Zu Peng's M5 stuffs and so on lor.. Then they asked me to sing >.> Haha then I juz sing lorh.. Then they were like kinda shocked.. Saying that I improved? Haha must be wonders of Hai Die =x

Then we went up to the multi-purpose hall after the cab journey la.. We kinda sat behind of the room when we decided to move to the middle one.. Haha, the table is specially reserved for the "rejects" Yep.. thats what we call ourselves.. lol After some time.. Alot of people came out from the lift.. I kinda stunned.. Soooo many people in one lift..

Den Blah Blah Jah Jah.. Do alot of talking and eating.. Then we started taking pictures with the contestants.. I tooked with erm.. Zhiyang (Duo photo and group photo), Adriano(group photo/solo if im nto wrong as well), Yuyang (group photo). I had a small chat with Yu Yang.. Friendly people .. haha Then i took with Yang Ce.. Quite interesting story but i'll not fill you in.. :P Then Chloe,Olivia,Zupeng and Xin Yi left.. Leaving me behind till 9++.. Haha den i head to cineileisure ( believe me, it was boring) Haha.. Thats all for now

Monday @ Ocean Butterfly Music Forest

2006-03-28T21:20:00.000+08:00

Heya! Hehe Today is Tuesday.. But I'll get the stuffs happened yesterday written down... =)

Yesterday after school I went to computer lab 1 to play LAN.. But apparently I was kinda angered with people who tends to think of themselves too godly liaos.. So I just take it as an experience to communicate with other people ba..

Then I went home after one game and chiong to take a bath and then rush to CCK MRT to meet up with De Wei.. We went a bit mad.. We sang in the MRT cabin!! But haha it was soft soft la.. Then we reached Tanjong Pagar.. Head to eat some food.. While walking towards the foodcourt I suddenly sang "Feng" by Jay.. Lols he was quite shocked.. He said I sounded alot better in "Live" than recording.. Then we go Hai Die classes lorhx.. So fun.. I crapped alot sia =x Then went home taking the long route.. Then we missed our stop -.- For the second time of the day roflmaox!! Then finally reach home and go on liao.. haha

New Song, New surprises

2006-03-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

Heya, been like days I've updated my blog.. Surprisingly i got 49.9% for mother tongue ( including the class test ) .. I'm gonna pray for a round up.. If not I'll go nuts.. And after combining class tests and marks together over 200%, I managed to get an A1 ^^ Wootzie..

Anyway about the new song I've written down as my title, it's Jay Chou's Feng 枫.. Its a very nice song ( which hopefully I don't ruin it with my singing =x ) I got quite some positive remarks however.. I'm still improving ^^ Oh and some people say its definitely better than my Guardian Angel.. So we'll see eh? =x

Results of the Common Test.. Quite surprising

2006-03-21T19:34:00.000+08:00

Hehehe.. It's been some time since i updated my blog.. Been busy with Ocean Butterfly, Singing, School Work, DOTA and Stuffs =x Just played DOTA with a couple of friends and owned =x.. It was like wow to me, totally new hero and never used before and never owned before. It was like a Super Late Gamer.. (AOV / Avatar of Vengeance ) .. I actually farmed 2 Hyperstones, Burize and Sange and Yasha.. Shocking results =x.. Now to update you with my quite crappy results on Common Test =x

Common Test #1 Results (Rounded off )
A Maths : 1/50 ( o.O WTH )
E Maths : 10/50 ( Double WTH'ness )
English : 60% out of 100% ( 48/80 ) ( Fourth place )
Chemistry : 19/30 ( Fourth Place )
Physics : 23/30 (Disappointed, 5 marks careless mistake ) ( unsure of placing )
Total of combined Science percentage : 70% ( Generally Ithink is fourth in place )
Geography : 10/15 ( Approx 60% ) [ SURPRISED, Thought i'd fail =x ] ( Fourhh in place LOL )
Social Studies : 11/20 [55%] [ DOUBLED Surprised, thought i'd get below 5 =x ](Fourth in place )
Mother Tongue : ( God damn teacher said I failed but i dun believe, havent see mark but i DO NOT BELIEVE )
Art : Comfirmed Past

Class Test Results
Physics : 26/35 [ 1st in Class ]
Chemistry : 16/20 [4th in placing ]
Mother Tongue : 66++ ( somewhere in the mid P.S don't quite like the teacher hence the mark :P )
Maths : Failure, 24/50 -.-
A Maths : N/A (Didnt take )
English Essay Class Test : 24/30
Social Studies : 6/10
Geography : Passing grade but i forgot =x

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Generally I think I'll be in fourth in standard for my class.. But thinking about the Maths makes me forget about the top 5 placing ;_;

Chemistry and Physics Paper... ^^

2006-03-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

Wah.. Today I took the Chem and Physics paper was like so damn easy.. Hahax.. Done em and checked em dunno how many times still left with 20 minutes ( It was a 1 Hour paper ).. Aiming to get A1 for it... Because my maths is going to pull me down v.v.. A Maths and E Maths.. Haiz.... Tomorrow's my A Maths paper.. Die liaox

Fever... And the stuffs.. x.x

2006-03-01T13:19:00.000+08:00

Sorry people.. Been a really long time since i updated.. Haha.. Can't blame me for that though :P. Today.. Haiz, everyone in school i at home.. Sick.. So pathetic sia.. Then everything also cannot eat.. Oh ya, on the day i went to Music Forest was scary.. Almost everyone's older than me.. Except for one girl's 13.. However they all were from the 2nd Audition instead of the first.. I was stunned lorh.. No one I saw in the first aud was there.. Maybe they too strict on the first audition.. Or they are getting desperate? Hahaha.. Signing off now.. more stuffs up pretty soon

Day of Agony

2006-01-24T11:47:00.000+08:00

>.< Today's VERY crappy. Had an normal day until the last two periods.. Maths.. Had maths earlier in the morning.. Yes we have four periods of maths today.. Pathetic.. X.x... Was Di Siao'ing people when Mr. Ng suddenly scold me sia.. >.> Others talk so much never scold scold me.. >.< Then before that so sleepy he ask me dun sleepy or something like that.. Don't sleep don't di siao do what siaz... Due to this today results in me becoming very exhausted.. Then cannot go to Mediacorp @ Bishan there.. OMG So sorry Zhi Yang!! I promised today I'd go.. But too tired.. sorry!!! I'll make it up to ya someday kay? Now is to wait for 8pm to come and tune in to Campus Superstar!! Support M4 Ng Chee Yang / Huang Zhi Yang !!!

Eck.. Cold...

2006-01-23T11:37:00.000+08:00

Sad.. I'm not quite sure if it was on yesterday or today.. Olivia told me that she still couldn't believe that I got in Ocean Butterfly Music School.. I was feeling so vandalised or something like that.. Obviously that was like covering me with cold blanket.. (Points to the title)Exactly the reason about the title for today. Nothing much to add in now, in singing frenzy till this time since 2 pm o.O Will add on later =/

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Woo! First Post in Blog!

2006-01-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hey there, welcome to my blog.. The Alternalte-Realm.. This blog will be full of my personal views, stuffs going-on and many many more.. Basically this will be my book =x. Got some stuffs to store in now....

Eek, X-Country Day.. The best part of the whole day was that theres only four periods.. The worst, its all art! Oh my god, I always feared art because everytime spend long hours on a single project.. Tiring x.x Anyway Mr. Izwandy open some music and we did our art... We were making masks when he comment'd that mine's too soft.. Not solid enough and ask me to go get some masking tape.. And so I did, from Ms. Rauzanah =x. And used em all.. Poor tapes.. Hehe

Then I go back home and just relax on my computer chair ( Someday if i get hunch back im gonna sue the chair! =X ) and start to play Warcraft III : DOTA [Defense of the Ancients] Not much details on there, can't remember all gaming stuffs can I? Then I just relax and wait till its 12.30 and go take a bath and change to my New "Branded" Puma House T-Shirt and PE Shorts and of course long pants.. Then go makan..

Reaching at MacRitchie Resevoir there... Talk talk talk, crap crap crap then we went to the starting line.. I've got my number tag before of course.. Nice number "2222" -.- Heh, then we ran.. At first I was with Wei Zong and gang.. That is until i stepped into a puddle of mud and got my shoes damn dirty, that kinda pisses me off then i began to slow down and just jog jog jog jog.. Then soon Yong Sheng took over me.. I not happy then took over him. After awhile he took over me again, then I did the same.. That repeats till the finishing line. He overtook me again, I wanted to run at my fastest at that point.. Till when I'm starting to do so... I actually...realised that my shoe's gonna fall off! Roflmao..

X-Country Run over. Then it of course, drizzled quite heavily halfway while I'm running. ( Watch the word drizzled ) Waited and waited then after a long crappy hour of waiting ( and stomach growling ) over! Take bus blah blah blah.. Then reached Bishan J8.. Reminds me of events that happens not too long ago and such. Reached the Food Junction soon and bought the Teriyaki Chicken Bento.. It was pretty good, then me, Alister and Dong Sheng ( actually mostly me ) began to tempt Jonathan with the food and I became like introducing the food to the "tv" =x He said he go walk walk, the food's tempting him.. Lol

Then its go home time.. We took a short walk around J8 until we saw the Wushu Exponents practicing at F1. We decided to sit down and watch.. Then they are all Shaolin Wushu Exponents.. Kinda make me go O.O. They are like damn fit..lol

Take MRT.. Pei Rong owed me money.. But nevermind that :P Just felt like jotting it down out of boredom.. Hehehehe

Then we took the MRT.. It was kinda hilarious, Alister was sitting with a man when the man started to move towards Alister ( Alister followed suit and moved his body and head away ).. We were all sniggering and such at the commotion until some decided to take picture of that! o.O Then soon we reached somewhere near Marsiling and i sat beside Alister. At first the same man ( who moved a seat away from Alister and I somehow occupied it ) was doing the same to me... That is until I cleared my throat quite loudly and sat up quite striaght. He changes direction o.o Actually I didn't realised that until Yong Sheng kinda alarm me.. Lols

Then went to Westmalls JUST to eat Ice Cream.. Then got Po Huai Wangs (They made me feel vandalised =x) about the Chillis and Icecreams..They mixed them! I was like -.- I got Chilli Phobia x=.. Oh yeah forgot to add in a note.. Jonathan got a poor sense of balancing.. SERIOUSLY !! lols

Then go home bla bla jah jah.. Reached home at around 10.30pm.. Do some misc. stuffs and then go take a shower.. My brother somehow forced me to do that because we gotta go watch "I'm Not Stupid Too" (Actually it was the continuation of I'm not stupid and is I'm not stupid 2. But they changed the english title o.o.. Quite creative though) Then finished watching and go home sleep.. This post i change to 20th was mainly because its TOOO long..

.:[ Alternate Realm ]:.

Whooaaa

Again.

Forever.

Wooo?

Woo, finally an update XD

tired

zzz

..blehs

Screwed tests, dead.

....pissed

Fun fun fun =D

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sighs

BREAKING FREE!

Good mood

eeh?

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Jay or Way? =X

...School's reopening ><

Booyah!

Click, hillarious movie.

Finally, an update!

Wow... Short-lived happiness?

Two updates in one day =x

Hmm.. Tired and bored?

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Fun day! Great day.. Excellent day!

Stern and Happy

Stressed stressed and stressed!

Campus Superstar 2007

Boring

Painful

Blooggg!

Hmm..

Wah..?

Wee..?

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Hai Die and poor me...

Lols

Improving on Singing, Fears, Surprises

Talent..? or was it all just a hallucination?

Hysterical Saturday... oO

Lifepath + Goals

Sec 3NA Cohords Buddism + Motivational Workshop Success..

Sore Thursday, Fear for Friday and Drama Series

Pissed off and tired Tuesday..

Downloaded Rendition and a Tiring Monday

Rendition by me for two songs!

Hai Die Examinations Photos!!

.....Postponing Photos and finally.. Given up.. I think

Eventful but yet, disappointing Tuesday

Tired + Stressful Monday!!!

Boring Sunday..

...Feeling extreme agony....It just hurts..

Update...

Tired day on Monday

New Haircut @ Sandstorm ^^

Tired and temptations of getting a new haircut

Labour Day Overniters =P

Singing Singing and Jacuzzi? =P

Karma.. School Counsellor and Friday =)

Thursday.. A Dull day in school..

Life on wednesday... Cool and Nice

Updateeee.. Mid-year.. Life?

Good Friday. Zhi Yang's Celebration Party

Monday @ Ocean Butterfly Music Forest

New Song, New surprises

Results of the Common Test.. Quite surprising

Chemistry and Physics Paper... ^^

Fever... And the stuffs.. x.x

Day of Agony

Eck.. Cold...

Woo! First Post in Blog!

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