...Feeling extreme agony....It just hurts..

I'm updating this blog as I can't contain myself any longer.. I guess... Sometimes.. It does hurts when people doesn't know the real you and stuffs.. The worst thing to top off that if you really like someone and s/he doesn't likes you.. or something it just hurts.. Saw that from a couple of friends.. Right now, probably thats what I'm feeling too... I just don't why.. But I'm like.. Crying now? Been feeling depressed and sad for the past 2 hours too.. I don't know why... It just happened.. Probably cause I broke down or something.. But I somehow feel better now.. But still, I'm probably prepared to cry soon again.. Well not really cry.. Just shed some tears.. Just to toss away all my stress I've accumelated for the past few years...

Talking about having a crush is sorta.. painful process? I don't know but somehow if something good happens, you'll feel happy, and vice versa.. if bad things happen, sad.. Some people'll just take in their strides but others... Haha...

I've no idea on what I'm really typing onto now.. I'm typing just to relieve what I'm feeling now.. Hehe take care and Cheers !!