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Mood: Depressed, fear, confused
Energy level: Stuck between tired and yet, energetic
Song: None
Environment: Cold and bright

Gah... Today's not exactly a good day... I'm feeling rather lethargic, depressed and stuff... I don't know why.. But I just do... Heh

Well... Exam wise, I'm pretty much prepared.. not. Well, for Chinese N, I'm pretty much screwed... I've got an O Level question for N level oral. Its totally unfair, and to make things worst, they have to get a reflective cover for the passage. What, are they trying to blind us so we can't read and they can "reasonably" minus marks for stuttering and abrupt pauses? Sheesh... This is just ain't my year..

I've really got to mug for Physics, Chemistry, Emaths, Geog and SS! Sheesh

Well, regarding love-lfie or what not... Can I say its not exactly smooth-sailing? Lets just say its dark and gloomy... I fear, fear fear.. Well, not that kind of phobia-tic... But I am kinda.... afraid? Past 2 crushes, it's not really been easy for me to manage the stuffs.. And now, I'm so afraid that this will have the same results... Oh my. ><

._. My brother called me pathetic, in a guai-lan way of course, we are fooling round and stuffs. But I felt thats the truth, he had more than dozen girlfriends and everyone.. Well, not everyone but most of the people had at least one, or an ex.. Me? I don't know, but with that amount of crushes, I've got 0 successful one.


GAH... Stressed about examination... I really must score at least 3-4 distinctions.. Or my O leve is pretty much screwed... Wish me luck, people..... -Sighs-

Ja ne,