Painful

Title: Painful
Time: 2.51 am Friday December 29 2006

I've finally managed to make them angry.. So its safe to post in my blog, since I believe they won't visit this blog.

For some reasons, I felt like I owe them too much and don't want to rely on them anymore.. Its just, you know.. The very guilty feeling of making people help you and such.. So I've finally done something I won't do, being unreasonable.

Him... Hmm, somehow I felt like I'm indebt to him or something... Dunno lei, I treat him as a good friend even though we met for a month or so.. But then... Somehow I just don't want to ma fan him lorhs... So he probably blocked me now.. But oh wells, I guess I overdone it. >.<

Her.. Hmm, yeah, not a mth too.. But I don't want to owe her lei.. Its like, haiz.. I don't know what to do? Whole day ask them call me or whatsoever very what lor.. So bo bian... Don't want them to like that ba.. Because once they got into a tiff because of me.. I just hope it wouldn't happen twice


As for me, I'm feeling rather miserable now.. Now that I've made two people blocked me... But oh well.. This is for the best, I guess.