Improving on Singing, Fears, Surprises

Yos! Its been quite some time since I've updated my blog... I was @ Hai Die Yin Yue and I was feeling quite... Sianz.. Cause I really scared got no money to pay Hai Die... Then when I went in, singing cher tell us all to sing the songs we are picking for Audition on Project Superstar ( But I go sing anyway, though I'm not of age ).. Then I sang my first song " Guardian Angel " pretty good comments and I actually enjoyed singing it.. So I guess I caught the groove and styles.. =) But second song wasn't really good. Cause I chose to sing Zhi Yin Wei Ni.. But cher say I should concentrate more on my bass voice, its not that my high range keys is not good but not so strong enough for the auditions and stuffs.. So haha.. I guess must work on them! I've got like so many songs that lower down keys but I think I can do them pretty well.. Here are the songs

"Guardian Angel"
"Jiang Nan"
"Zhi Yin Wei Ni"
"Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui"
"Ji Mo Bian Jie"
"Sha Sha De Shui"
"Kiss Goodbye"
"Chu Ci Zhi Wai"
"Sha Shi Bi Ya De Tian Fen"

So far these songs lorh.. But I will definitely adjust the keys to make it my best la... Lols..

Today.. Do Geog paper.. Omg... Die liaos... Really fear will fail la.. Budden get back MT Paper.. WOOTS 75/100.. Pretty good I think.. Kinda shocked if you asked me =P.. Then my oral marks for MT Midyr is pretty shocking and surprising.. I was only expecting 36 or something.. However I got.. 39/40! omgs.. I am very shocked la... Lols.. Ok la.. sign off liao.. Very tired.. Nitee!

Talent..? or was it all just a hallucination?

...I'm beginning to doubt that I can really sing, in other words.. I'm beginning to suspect that probably my voice isn't good? ..>>.>> I don't know why I suddenly got the feeling.. But when I touch on some songs I felt like.. Why can't I just hit it? .....*Sighs and ponders* What to dooooo.... >.> Well... Ionno, Common Test 2 coming up, Bills piling up, not to finally mention the doubting of my own vocal capability and many more.. I'm stressed out!! Arghhhh!!! Bah.. I guess I'll get onto posting sometime later in this week... *sighs*

Hysterical Saturday... oO

Before I get to the main topic.. Lets get on with the prologue.. =X lols
Woke up at around 2.30.. Then I check my message and Joey Chin ( From Sec 1 ) msged me.. Then bla bla jaja and I got online and checked, and realised Yvonne's going to JP.. So coincidental!! Lols

Then I go JP and meet up with joey.. Then we head to Sandstorm to get my hair cut.. As usual, sastified, I left the hairdressing shop and go Macs, saw Von and her friends then me and Joey and his cuz crapped and sing abit then we left.. Head for interchange while he already left for dunno where..

Then I @ Interchange called von and she asked me to go meet her...x.x And so I did...

Met her at Macdonalds with her friends.. Then I was like so silent and not feeling anything when they thought that I looked fierce.. Dots.. My normal expression is liddat one wat..
Then they ask me to sing and I just sing lorh.. Lol

Then they say what.. I looked like Guang Liang... wth..??

But meh.. forget it lols..

Now I'm very tired... And I'm constantly thinking of her everytime.. What to do leh? ... Lols

Alrighty.. Cheers and CHill!

Lifepath + Goals

My Life path and Goals

Chua Chu Kang Primary School
Classes : P1B, P2E, P3D, P4E, P5C[EM1], P6C[EM2]
PSLE Aggregate Score : 214
Grades : Straight A's
Applicable for : Dunearn Secondary (Express)

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Dunearn Secondary School
Classes: 1E5, 2E5, 3N2, 4N2(Hopefully), 5N1
O Level Scores L1R5 : Hopefully Lesser than 20
L1R4 : Hopefully Lesser than 20
Choosing Polytechnics Courses : Music and Audio Tech OR Gaming Programmings
Choosing JCs : Pioneer JC, but of course the best if I can get in

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Pioneer JC / Other JCs
Classes/Streams : Arts (I Don't have foundation for the sciences class)
A Level Scores : Hopefully enough for NUS

OR

Singapore Polytechnic
Courses : Gaming Program thingie or Music and Audio Tech
Diploma (Duh)

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National Service Enlistment
2 Years

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National University of Singapore (NUS)

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Careers :
A Trainer like Melvin,Amin,Candice,Elaine,Leroy
OR
An Aspiring Singer

Life Goals :
Live in a Villa / Two-Storey Condominium / Bungalow
Own a Nice Royal Blue Jaguar Car
Buy a house for my parents
Have more than enough money to start a family

..Haha thats all.. Sounds impossible but I'm gonna do it!

Sec 3NA Cohords Buddism + Motivational Workshop Success..

Heya.. Just got back for the third and final day for the Sec 3 N(A)s Motivational Workshop! It was a very very emotional scene today.. But yeah, lets go alllll the way back to day.. One! *groans*

Thursday, 1st day of Motivational Workshop...

Yes, I actually thought this GREAT WORKSHOP as BORING and meaningless when I first entered AVA room! We were greeted by Chih Chien A.K.A Elaine.. She explained to us some stuffs about this workshop and then we welcomed Melvin! Haha it was GREAT!

He was like being introduced as "pregnant lady" cause he keeps burping.. But the actual cause is because he have intestine disorder.. Hence the burping.. Well he was talking about his life and stuffs.. He told us he is now studying for a Degree in University.. But in actual, hes already 25 and have 2 more years to go before he gets his degree.. Why? Cause he got 28 points for his O Levels and then he got 29 after he re-took it. He was like so depressed and he went to Shatec, then he got expelled cause of his attendance and his nonchalant attitude but yeah..

Next person I'm going to introduced is Candice!! She is really nice and great.. I know shes damn nice in the bottom of her heart down there.. Can just feel it ya? Shes nice la, but her job is massive activities.. Hence we groan.. But still ya.. I respect her and I really like her! *Just as i do for Amin and Melvin and Leroy and Elaine.. LOL*

Next person is Amin!! The third speaker! He's another hillarious person and he rocked big time too! Along with all the sound crews and trainers! Hes damn good ok... So funny, he give us alot of his life experiences, jokes and shared several stories that he knew..

Fifth person is.... Leroy! Yeah hes a joker and he rocks too! Too bad only a few people get to talk to him but nonetheless he gave me really really good advices and stuffs.. He is also another person who loves Russell Peters..

Second day.. CONFIDENTIAL .. So yah.. Can't share with ya'll sorry =(

Third day, yeah.. For some reasons I felt sad on this day, because its the last day and if not, it'll be the last time for some of the people to actually see these great people again... But yeah.. at around 7 we all went to the hall and talk and talk about what we've learnt in this workshop and stuffs.. And in the end, we all cried... Yes everyone.. Because Melvin asked us to go look for our teachers and parents to apologise or anything for everything we've done.. And we all really cried....

We really have a great time here.. If Candice, Elaine, Melvin, Leroy and Amin sees this.. I really wanna thank you all for motivating me and made me wake up from what I've been living in, a world of decieve and stuffs...

So.. THANK YOU ALL!!