sighs

I must expand my vocals to the max! lols, i need to get a "free" vocal teachers.. but apparently thats kinda impossible.. unless its in school.. but the problem is.. I think all the teachers are as busy as they look! Really busy.. ><

Oh well, i guess I'll bid my time and wait till my illness is healed first... this cough really ails me and i can't sing properly... Rest wayne, rest!

Signing off now, ja ne people.

BREAKING FREE!

High School Musical is nice la, I don't know why last year I got all de chance to try to watch but I don't give a damn..

Hey hey, people who read this blog, go publicise! I looking for a duet partner for the song

"Start of Something New", "Breaking Free"

LOL, don't worry, i can't hit breaking free de exact tune... So I planning a three person or something.. SO go go!

Then a dance and sing thing, alot of people de

"We're all in this together"

Hey hey, afterall next year's my last year.. must be very active ma =x

Kay kay? LOL I'm now in withdrawal symptomps again... so I think I'll go sing more and look for more information...

Good mood

HEH, I think I'm goint to take back some stuffs on what I typed on yesterday's post... It may not seems so dark anymore! But oh well, today's a good day... First start into everything.. Somehow, I feel more bright... Well, meaning positive.. LOL Gotta go peeps, ja ne~

eeh?

Just got home from NCC and some slackout time with the ncc dudes.. Wow, I've to say.. My life's going for a better turn in cca-wise.. But... once again, I'm not so lucky with love life isn't it? Well, lets just say good things never happened to me, only bad.

-Sighs- It really disgusts me to see that people are putting up two faces... Please don't put on a smile and say its alright when you are mouthing negative stuffs about me.. Don't like me, don't communicate with me, don't do anything... I rather spend those time doing something constructive or even try to change some stuffs in life.. Please, I may not look like it but I am very much trying to change myself... And I can't do it with people who have nothing but scorn, deceit and stuffs around me... This, really sucked big time... I can't change when people don't give me chances

Oh well, enough about negative stuffs.. The performance timeslot and dayslot have been shifted to 9th September... And for some weird reasons, I don't feel anything for that performance.. Maybe because its really easy for the male vocals? Sighs



Ah!! Oh, after thinking out aloud, well not sure literally or technically... I've decided... To start living healthy! Lols, aim for every weekends is to jog around the neighbourhood, and some building up of muscles... ><

-Sighs- I don't really know what came over me, but I guess thats pretty much about it.. I need to be given a chance!

Anyway people, time to sign off...

Ja ne,

.....

Konnichiwa mina-san!

Lols, hey wassup peeps.. I'm not sure if I typed the jap spellings right.. Oh well =/

Wah..I feel so... wronged.. I just don't know why.. Why do people will just stop at nothing to attain whatever they want? It made me think if there are really good people in this world who are not hypocritical at all... It just.... pisses me off ><

Why? Because it seems that people loves to spread ===>lies<=== around on what kind a person I am and what I am not. Please, if you have anything against me, say it into my face. It could be a misunderstanding, or it may be some sort of fabricated fantasies you people entertained.

SERIOUSLY, its really getting on my nerves.. I mean, what the... Some people, who are not even in the same class as I am, or even manage to chat with me up to 10 sentences in my whole N(A) life, try to tell others stuffs that are inaccurate! And wow, I always thought those particular people are decent too... Guess I was wrong, terribly wrong.. It was worst than a wrong choice to even speak to this people.. Its a complete waste of time and energy. Making acquaintances from hypocrites...

Ok.. I'm really tired, weird and grumpy now.. so hope you people who actually gave a damn in reading my blog won't get turned off by the negativity... ><

Anyways, school proceeds as usual... School's good, lesson's good.. The events are bad =( Cheers! ><

Well, time to sign out.. Take care people...

When will I finally meet someone who I can confide me and understands me?

Ja ne~

Jay or Way? =X

Wow, updating blog again.. Is this becoming a chore or habit? HEH =X.

Well, no one's really gonna read this anyway, so woohoos? Don't really care though x.x

Hmmmmm, this week was rather hectic... Getting to the point of freaky and hectic.. Why? Well.. I'm not sure myself.. But I've been going abit insane about online gaming.. Noooo.. Well, not really insane.. Its just playing for sake of playing..

OH! GCE "N" Level English Oral today! Well, I'm the first one.. But I don't feel pressurised at all =) Wow, must really thanks the singing stuff I've been experiencing and the stage experiences! Okay la, not really mcuh stage experiences.. But I somehow forgot to include the CSS'07 there.. Oh wells =S

How was it? Hmm, I am not sure... I guess I'm toeing the line between really easy and easy and average.. LOL Vernon was so freaked out after he came out la.. Guess some people are worried.. ><

Well.. I just hope I can get close to full marks.. N Level must really score ><

Hmm, after thar arhs... Its rotting session.. Oh I should rewind back to before and after the examination x=

Okay, slacked off @ canteen with Joyce ARH Joyce.. (Guai Kia =X), Reyna, Xiao Fen and Ian.. Lol.. Quite nonsensical, they suddenly erupted into a shooting war.. Then Benedict joined us and amazed the xiaomeimeis with his magic trick =x LOL Okay la, then went up with him.. Then Coleen ask me this

"Where you going? Oral ah"

"Ya.. So.."

Then she show the victory sign

"Stupid" =X

LOL then she sian diaos, but she knows its a harmless joke =P RIGHT? Boos ><

After Oral, went to canteen, then Zi Ang is there.. and I made a new friend today.. Yu Ya? Not sure de name =x wooops

Haha, he was totally make me sian 1/2 la.. I'll get back at him someday =P

Then went home with Zi Ang, Yu Ya, Ian.. Then spotted Wei Qiang, okay I don't want to elaborate on what he was doing..

So we were catching up, realised he is... Spending his life away liddat again.. Really hope he goes back to school ASAP! >< No wait, ASAN AS SOON AS NOW! ><

Okay, waited for 188 because I missed it, then the co went off =(.. Then Deroy came.. LOL I remembered he was saying "Yo" to me @ DNT there and I was like.. Natural Reaction "Mei Yo" (Don't have) =X

Okay la, then we boarded the bus and crapped... WOW.. Thanks Deroy and Bernice for accompanying me for dinnerrrrr =)

Okay, we had a highly confidential conference.. Don't want to elaborate =X LAUGHTER PLEASE =X

Went home, sleep until 12 am, now I'm hungry... Sheesh...